I'm Tired... (Drabble)
A/N: This is my first ever drabble. I'm sorry for all the errors. I must admit that it's kinda boring since this seemed just like a ranting about someone's feelings to another... I don't really wanna post this but I find it an opportunity to show to the world how does it feel... to be tired!
Epic fail again~
Word count: 348
Pairing: OC/Nakajima Yuto
Warning: "Say No To Drugs"?? (doesn't have any connection)
Disclaimer: I don't own anything, I'm poor! ^_^||
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"I'm Tired..."
(Drabble)
I'm tired of the tingling feeling I always experience every time he smiles, he dances or even just when he's spacing out on the corner of his world.
I'm tired of proving my worth through the smallest acts I do hoping he may see my existence someday.
I'm tired of thinking ways to see each day as an opportunity that can lead me closer to him.
I'm tired of being insecure every time I see someone more deserving to have him.
I'm tired of wishing that one day, he will be someone I can talk to during boring nights or stressful days.
I'm tired of folding all the square paper my hands could get to cranes and complete my quota of 1000 pieces just to make my wish come true.
I'm tired of trying to shove my phantasm of him when I should be studying for an exam the next day.
I'm tired of offering all the love songs I sing to him.
I'm tired of convincing myself that someday, he'll surely be reachable.
I'm tired of loving someone who will never return it.
I'm tired of thinking of him.
I'm tired of him.... I'm tired...
But I don't know when I can stop being a masochist. I may be tired but with just one look at his face... I certainly know I'll be recharge again! He's my inspiration to live in bliss. He's the reason why I find myself smiling even throughout the worst situations. He's the cause why I never looked at any guy anymore... and he's Nakajima Yuto. 'The electric post that developed limbs', you may say but he's the person who unintentionally colored my life. The person who has been the main protagonist of every daydream I have during Philosophy class. The person who made me appreciate cloud-watching more than I used to. The person who made me believed that there's really nothing impossible in this world.
To Nakajima Yuto
who has always been cheerful, enthusiastic, adorable, cool and cute...
Give me back my heart already!!!
It's been a while since you've taken it away....
♥
**Well, I hope you like it...
My, oh my... why the heck am I ignorant? Poor and even ugly?!
Epic fail again~
Word count: 348
Pairing: OC/Nakajima Yuto
Warning: "Say No To Drugs"?? (doesn't have any connection)
Disclaimer: I don't own anything, I'm poor! ^_^||
-x-x-x-
"I'm Tired..."
(Drabble)
I'm tired of the tingling feeling I always experience every time he smiles, he dances or even just when he's spacing out on the corner of his world.
I'm tired of proving my worth through the smallest acts I do hoping he may see my existence someday.
I'm tired of thinking ways to see each day as an opportunity that can lead me closer to him.
I'm tired of being insecure every time I see someone more deserving to have him.
I'm tired of wishing that one day, he will be someone I can talk to during boring nights or stressful days.
I'm tired of folding all the square paper my hands could get to cranes and complete my quota of 1000 pieces just to make my wish come true.
I'm tired of trying to shove my phantasm of him when I should be studying for an exam the next day.
I'm tired of offering all the love songs I sing to him.
I'm tired of convincing myself that someday, he'll surely be reachable.
I'm tired of loving someone who will never return it.
I'm tired of thinking of him.
I'm tired of him.... I'm tired...
But I don't know when I can stop being a masochist. I may be tired but with just one look at his face... I certainly know I'll be recharge again! He's my inspiration to live in bliss. He's the reason why I find myself smiling even throughout the worst situations. He's the cause why I never looked at any guy anymore... and he's Nakajima Yuto. 'The electric post that developed limbs', you may say but he's the person who unintentionally colored my life. The person who has been the main protagonist of every daydream I have during Philosophy class. The person who made me appreciate cloud-watching more than I used to. The person who made me believed that there's really nothing impossible in this world.
To Nakajima Yuto
who has always been cheerful, enthusiastic, adorable, cool and cute...
Give me back my heart already!!!
It's been a while since you've taken it away....
♥
**Well, I hope you like it...
My, oh my... why the heck am I ignorant? Poor and even ugly?!