WHITE COLLAR ANONYMOUS KINK MEME: ROUND 1

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Post-Prison Confusion

[anonymous]

Neal runs for a reason that Peter understands but the judge doesn't, and he's sent back for life with parole. In prison the second time, when everyone knows he's been working for the Feds, he gets really messed up. He gets turned out and passed around and brutally abused for the first year or so. After a while, he realizes the only way he'll survive is to pair up with someone, so he has a series of questionable "protectors".

Meanwhile, Peter realizes how bad things are for Neal and is desperately trying to get him back out. Several years in, he finally gets Neal released on parole and gets the old arrangement more or less back (how more or less is up to anon). Cue confused post-prison Neal who is still in the mind-set of needing a "protector" and looking to Peter to fill that role. Not just thinking he can use his body to gain Peter's favor (although that's cool too), but also actively seeking out Peter's companionship and touch when he feels panicked and needs reassurance he's safe.

Re: Post-Prison Confusion

[ursula4x]

Plus one from me. I have the SVU one to finish and then promised a grumpy injured Peter story to a friend so please, someone, write this one, long, hard, and slashy for me.

Re: Post-Prison Confusion

[anonymous]

anon loves to death this prompt, and if anon could write that type of emotional dependence well, she'd write it. As it is:
+1

Re: Post-Prison Confusion

[anonymous]

Oh- oh wow. This prompt is brilliant. I really cannot wait for it to be filled. :D

fill 1/?

[anonymous]

Peter told him he was sorry. He cut the tracker off one last time, and stayed kneeling on the cement floor in front of him. "I can't believe this is happening," he said, like he wished it was a joke, like maybe it was a prank and any second now Neal would laugh and tell him he was being punk'd.

Neal could believe it. Neal had a very vivid imagination, though. He'd known from the moment he'd sprinted past his two-mile radius, heard his monitor beep, and kept on going that this outcome was a possibility. "Get up, Peter. You're going to hurt your knees."

Peter stood and held the anklet awkwardly in front of him like it was a present. "I'll get you out," he promised, and Neal wished he could smile and say thank you, or I believe you, or Peter please don't leave me here, Peter, Peter, Peter.

Instead he just nodded at the guard and stayed absolutely still while Peter brought in for a tight hug that stole the air from his lungs and the resolve from his mind (Peter, Peter, please), and left

Re: fill 1/?

[anonymous]

Oooh, OP is here and super-excited to get such a fast and well-written start of a fill!!

Re: fill 1/?

[anonymous]

it's rly dark, i hope you like it, tho!

fill 2/?

[anonymous]

The first year was by far the worst. In the first year, Peter and Elizabeth and June and Moz visited him every week. Peter would tell him about the appeals he'd filed, Elizabeth would complain about her business with a big fake smile plastered on her face, June would tell him stories about Byron, Moz said nothing at all

ANON FORGOT TO WARN!

[anonymous]

SORRY, forgot to post warnings - this is dark!fic, it's got rape and noncon and a lot of pain.

fill 3/?

[anonymous]

Hector was a family man. He showed Neal pictures of his family - his two daughters, his son who'd passed away in a car accident, his parents (God bless them and keep them), his wife. Hector had been in charge of the largest drug-running operation in New England before his brother turned him in

fill 4/?

[anonymous]

After Hector there was Tom, and then Nelson (who'd been the first one to fuck him, over two years earlier), then Francois. Francois who he thought he could have fallen in love with, if they'd met at a different time, before - before

fill 5/?

[anonymous]

Peter knew Neal.

If there was one thing that had remained constant through the eight years they'd known each other, it had been that Peter knew everything about Neal - Hell, he knew his shoe size (11) brand of toothpaste (apricot tartar control) what he liked (beautiful women, money, Kate, Peter), what he needed.

The Neal that the guards brought him after he showed them his paperwork? Wasn't seem like the same man. Sure, his hair was longer and he was thinner, he looked different, and Peter'd braced himself for that.

But the - the spark of Neal Caffrey, that had made him look as if he was always just a second away from either picking your pocket or kissing you, that let you know that either choice would be an adventure, simply wasn't there anymore. Maybe there's a mistake, he thought, even though he knew there hadn't been. This was Neal. This was Neal, now. They'd just have to - to start over. Neal flinched when he stepped closer so he stopped

Re: fill 5/?

[anonymous]

oh i hope you continue! this is really great

Re: fill 5/?

[anonymous]

OP here, LOVING what you're doing. Much darker than I had imagined, but I adore it. You are such an amazing (and prolific!) writer. I love how you draw his breakdown out in stages to make it so psychologically realistic. Thanks for what you've done so far, and looking forward to anything more you choose to write!

Re: fill 5/?

[anonymous]

Wow... the selective mutism really brings home how traumatized and broken Neal is right now. That he had a 'good' protector there at the end when Peter got him out - that Peter knows some of what Neal has experienced - that Neal wanted to read every page is just... all the details make it so wonderful. I can't wait to read more if you are continuing it!!

Re: fill 5/?

[ursula4x]

Please, please continue!