Comments | cocogilbert1: not me

cocogilbert1

not me

Aug 16, 2005 13:14

This isn't me! This isn't who I want to be. It doesn't make sense. I don't know what's going on. Everything around me is out of control. Seriously. I don't want to complain, so if you feel I am, let me know. Please. Let me know, I won't take offense to it at all.

I just feel so angry. At everything. I don't get it. I don't know if I want to let ( Read more... )

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_3amazing27_ August 16 2005, 18:18:44 UTC

im sorry that you're upset nicole. you should be you're self, or who you wanna be. dont be who you dont wanna be. sorry i dont really have pretty words. jessica used to have good advice. and she put it into poems. i tried to find one of hers that might help, but it was about being ugly, and i didn't want you to think i was calling you ugly. anywho, im just rambling now. but i hope you get happy soon. i love nicole. lots and lots.

cocogilbert1 August 17 2005, 12:17:04 UTC

You're right. Jess did have some great advice. She was the one I'd go to for stuff like this. Well, not exactly go to, but she'd just know what to say and I didn't have to say anything for her to know what was going on. And now...I dunno, everything's just different. It still hasn't hit me yet. I don't get it. And you weren't rambling. Even if you were I'd still listen. Thanks Kel. I wuv you.

rpgorkom August 17 2005, 03:15:21 UTC

Ok your ass better be at Brandys on friday or else.... Well i don't know but you still better be there.

rpgorkom August 17 2005, 03:37:59 UTC

YOU STAY AWAY FROM BRANDY!

cocogilbert1 August 17 2005, 12:14:15 UTC

Who are you?!?

rpgorkom August 23 2005, 07:37:35 UTC

^---- yeah really who is that up there that posted that Anonymous comment...
Unless you were asking who i was Gilbert.. then its gorky. lol. I didn't see you there but thats ok. I hope to talk to ya soon. Will have to stop by Marshalls class or something.

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theoldmandied August 17 2005, 20:37:02 UTC

it was me
i was kidding
sorry

cocogilbert1 August 18 2005, 17:11:54 UTC

oh that's okay kyle. you are forgiven, i just wanted to know who it was. ;)

theoldmandied August 18 2005, 17:50:19 UTC

sometime you are going to have to do things for your self and do them because you believe in them or not do them bc you know they are wrong even though it might not be easy
this is one of those times
you have to be a bitch about what is right
and not settle for less then what you know is good for you
some day you will know that you should choose to rise above everyone else and follow what your heart . then you will be bigger then any person in that room and truely be mature. suck it up step out and choose what you know is the right choice

this is your time

one more thing i believe in you and always will