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[cocogilbert1]

Gosh, I know what I want to write, or rather type, but I don't. Why don't I? Because I'd just sound like everybody else? No. That's not it. Because I think I'd be complaining? No. That's not it. Because I'd be opening up to whoever reads this thing? Mmmmaybe. Not so sure if that's it either.

I don't like pretending to be happy when I'm not. It just

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[n8ter]

its not masking, its carrying a good attitude. they say its 10% what happens to you and 90% how you react to it...so just carry a good attitude, look for the silver lining, and everything will work itself out...

[cocogilbert1]

i guess i get what you're saying, but i still feel like i'm hiding them ya know? hmph.

[uwantmeuknowudo]

UH YOU JERK! I read this! I love you!!!!!! listen to that one ^ he's a smart cookie.

[cocogilbert1]

haha sorry! I LOVE YOU MORE MCB! and yeah, you've got yourself one good cookie ;)

[jeeewlia]

I know exactly what you mean about the whole "happy thing"...sometimes I feel as if I'm only being happy for the benefit of others. It might not be like this for you...but it's like I built myself a reputation somehow for being a "happy go-lucky" type of girl...and I have to stick to it. I know I don't have too...but sometimes I just feel obligated. I'm weird, what can I say.

To answer your question about faking it...just act how you feel. When you're happy, you're happy. When you're down, you're down. Sometimes 'acting' happy can also change your mood. So I don't know. I guess I don't have an answer.

Whatever. lol, it's a useless comment. I just felt like saying something.

Have a nice day. :)

[cocogilbert1]

Nope. That wasn't useless. It actually made a whooole lotta sense to me. I get what you're saying, but sometimes I just don't know how I feel because I'm so used to faking whatever I'm feeling, just to hide it...wait. That was dumb. That didn't make sense.

Anyway, thanks for saying something. Really.

smile lots :)

[buhcaw]

i think that acting happy when your not could just be putting your problems in the closet and not dealing with them, it is normal to show all emotions, and quite healthy in moderation (another words, of course its not healthy to be depressed all the time). just remember, every life has its roller coaster, there's good times and bad times and God rewards us for making it through those bad times!

on a lighter note.. guess what i was just thinking?!?

POPTARTS!!

[cocogilbert1]

WOOT WOOT FOR POPTARTS! haha. And I think you hit the majority of it right on the nose. I do hide my emotions because I either don't want to deal with them, or I'm afraid to deal with them? If that makes sense...? Garsh.

POPTARTS ROCK MY WORLD!