went to school, got bored as hell as always. im staying for a few days with schultz because my dad's in germany for some track and field stuff. meh, still putting off my english paper, probably wont do it. i really need to work on the physics project with thompson but im kinda lazy. ahh well it all sucks anyways. pretty bored overall though.

yeah this weekend was ok, cant complain much. i found out that my mixer is uterly destroyed and will require a lot of money to fix, but its under warranty so im nto too worried. some douche bag stole one of greg's basses on friday so we need to get that back. this week will be boring as hell, as usual asside from study hall wiht louise and sean " ( Read more... )

we played the show at the loft last night fairly well in my opinion, tho we didnt make it on to the finals, which none of us really cared about anyway. I was painted up retardedly as always, and i think i hurt my shoulders when i was carrying two amps at once. ill live i guess, i cant really say that i had fun because in some ways i did but other ( Read more... )

well, today was boring as always. i went to school, didnt do an english essay, realised the highest grade i can get in physics is a c+, and then got my head shaved by mike schultz so that my hawk is more defined. I was thinking of getting a giant purple dildo and gluying it to the crotch of my pants and trying to get someone to beat it off for ( Read more... )

im really sick of everything, now i dont want to go on a rant here, but id much rather be dead than living. the problem is, anyone who i've ever liked has not felt the same and that pisses me off, while there are chicks that like me but scare the crap out of me. i jsut want to be able to walk up to this girl and be like, "i'm fatally attracted to ( Read more... )

i dont have to go to school tomorrow cause i am cool and in physics...actually im a loser and in physics but its the same thing. im gonna be gone from 7-7....ughghghgh. i wish i could go to school for 8th hour study hall with louise and cons, but ahhh well they'll have to make do without me.

mehh, kinda listening to metallica and talkign to people. i have this huge physics project to do that im really not interested and than i have to support affirmative action in AE3. Well, at least there isnt much school left, could be worse but not by much. oh yeah, new shit on the way from STQ, we're playing in the battle of the bands at the loft ( Read more... )

im so sick of trying to care about anything,friendships and kindness jsut sap me dry and i dotn understand why anyone talks to me seeing as im a complete loser. all i want to do is hide the pain under a blanket of drug use and illicit activities. I've lost my faith in man again. i really jsut want to stop doing my schoolwork and rot away but it ( Read more... )

i went to the lacuna coil concert last night but blindside cancelled at the last minute. i got to meet the male vocalist and drummer from lacuna and then bugged out with kate and mike and randall before POD hit stage cause they suck. i got a t-shirt for me and one for louise cause she went to prom and wasnt able to come. im so sick of feeling like ( Read more... )