its been quite a while since ive posted on this. i guess i'm doing pretty good, im going to look at some classes for next semester at matc, and then start closing out these ad accounts. I'm drinking quite often, i think i haven't NOT drank since before graces birthday last week. I need to slow the hell down i guess, cause i dont wanna become a ( Read more... )

yeah, it hasnt been AS long as before. Me and Samm are workign stuff out, though it's mainly her because she wants to make sure she's comfortable with it. I love her and im willing to wait for her, because without her there ain't much of a point to having found my heart again. She really is my sunshine, and no matter what happens, ill always have ( Read more... )

so yea i havent posted in ages, so i'm trying to get back to the way we were in the beginning, and since samm and i both want that, i know her and i will be together again soon. I've got an annoying job, but it pays well so i can't really complain too much. she means the world to me, and i hope she realizes it.

well yea, this weekend kinda sucked but whatever, im back at school, ive got a concert to perform on friday, and i guess im not really caring too much about stuff right now, cause im 90 page behind in my classics class and two papers behind. yea, sure, i changed since high school, whatever, fuck it

Well its 1:56 Am and once again for some reason god only knows i am awake and on the computer. I think im gonna go read for my FAVORITE CLASS; the Golden age of athens. I love you all (except the people i hate) P.S. anyone who wants to hang out this weekend gimme a call cause ill be in town!
I LOVE SAMMANTHA MARIE BURKE

Well im at college now, fun stuff. i really have just spent the time so far at least, playing wow and such. I miss samm a lot too, but i get to see her on friday so that makes me happy =P. I also was able to switch out of my stupid german class and into a classics class, which is what i want to get my degree in. whats cool is i went form a 3 day ( Read more... )

I think today i truly realised how much im going to miss Samm when im at college. Her laugh, her smile, the way she rolls her eyes when im wrong and i have yet to realise it, the way she rubs her feet together and moans when she is sleeping, and the abosolute beauty and love in her eyes and smell. Everytime i See her i Realise how much she truly ( Read more... )

well, its been a while since i filled this out, but not much has changed. I am sick and fucking tired of most of my friends and im sick of feeling akward about being with my friends. I'm sick of the snotty comments, im sick of not being involved in jack shit, and i'm sick of the "in crowd" in our social group. the fact is, I am wishing evveryone ( Read more... )

Well last night was fucking awesome, Arch enemy kicked serious ass and cradle was good too. It was a real buzz kill when we found out about vinnie and dimebag geting shot in ohio. I really am disapointed cause my fairy was supposed to be abel to come over tonight and now she cant =( Im so stressed out right now i dont know why, i guess i jsut feel ( Read more... )

I am so worthless i defy explanation. all i ever do is hurt the ones i love through my own selfishness.
I dont understand how anyone could ever care about so worthless and wretched a man as i. I love you darling, im sorry for fucking it all up