Forever & a Day

Feb 21, 2009 03:58

title: Forever & a Day
rating: NC17; smex. fluffy smex.
pair: minsu.
summary: Changmin never wants Junsu to let go, ever. They lose everything, but it doesn't come close to what they've gained. Making love, it was a different kind of feel-good status.
a/n: oh, how i miss minsu. ♥


“Let’s just sleep tonight, babe.” Junsu sings quietly. His song is soft and sweet ringing through his boyfriend’s ears.

He takes in Junsu’s distinct scent, a mixture of body wash and shampoo; He smiles.

Seeing Junsu’s face peaceful and relaxed reflected his own emotions. It was as if nothing could ruin the moment they both shared. Even if it was just the 30 minutes they got to spend together before sleep claimed them both, he was happy.

“Junsu, I can’t sleep,” Changmin mumbles. “Talk to me, please?”

Junsu turns over, facing his boyfriend. He brushes Changmin’s bangs to the side and slightly closes his eyes and smiles, “What is it, hun?”

He rolls on his back and tucks his hand behind his head, “You know, sometimes I just wish we didn’t have to sleep.” Changmin turns his head and finds Junsu’s soft eyes wandering, focusing between his left and right eye.

“Dreams aren’t enough anymore.” Changmin frowns. “I want to see you every possible moment I can.

Ever since their parents disowned them and swore to never speak to them again, they both had a rough time but finally managed to get a small, cheap apartment away from the city. With their new jobs, they’ve both been exhausted from work by the time they settle down back home.

Whatever was left of them at the end of the day, they used their energy to cook a small meal and cuddle drifting to sleep. Even rough kisses were too strenuous some days.

“Changmin ah, don’t worry. I’m always here for you,” Junsu smiles. He cups his boyfriend’s face. “You know, it’s been a while…” He snickers, pressing his body flushed against Changmin.

The comforting, natural, body heat Junsu gives him sends shivers up his spine. It’s been a while since he’s felt this warm. Their lips find each other almost instantly. Tongues massage softly, delicately against each other, exploring a world that’s gone foreign.

“Junsu yah, you work tomorrow. Are you sure this is okay with you?”

“Changmin,” Junsu says seriously, “Let me make love to you. I owe you everything.” Junsu situates himself atop of Changmin, straddling his hips. Their lips meet like perfect keys in a lost locket.

Losing their family and a home caused them to grow up - fast. Every obstacle, every bump in the road pushed their hearts closer together, exactly what their parents despised.

Clothes slowly slid off their bodies and fell to the floor. “Can we promise, Junsu?” Changmin mumbles between kisses. “Promise that I’m the only one on your mind.”

“Changmin ah, I promise.” Junsu seals with a kiss. He works his way down Changmin’s body, trying to familiarize himself with a body he once knew with his eyes shut. “God, it’s been so long.”

Sure they’ve had sex before. This definitely wasn’t their first time, but it was different.

“Mm, Junsu,” Changmin moans, feeling every inch of his boyfriend enter him. It’s painful but pleasing to feel how intimate they were. Not even an inch apart, their bodies mold together.

Somewhere after the distracting kisses and thrusting, Junsu pulls the white bed sheets over them, surrounding them with warmth.
It’s funny how losing everything forced them to grow up. In an instant, they understood life, its harsh punishments and unfair judgments. But they also defined love. What it is; who it was for; and why.

He could feel Changmin’s muscles tightening around him, swelling, and allowing him in. He created a slow rhythm, following the beat to his heart.

Changmin wrapped his arms around Junsu, pulling him closer. It was so surreal to be able to feel this intimate with someone. It was almost a dream, until Junsu hit his prostate. He’s never felt this good, never felt this loved.

Tonight was not another teenage fuck; it wasn’t kinky or hardcore. Things weren’t falling off the shelves, or their bed wasn’t about to give in. It was a different kind of feel-good status. The sex - no, making love - was bliss smitten with kisses.

They pant together. Sweat barely forming on their foreheads. Fingers fisted into Junsu’s back, hips arch off the bed, orgasms pooling in their stomach.

Changmin turns his face, buried in the crook of Junsu’s neck, he moans. He softly whispers Junsu’s name over and over again as ribbons of cum flow from him between their bodies.

Junsu’s not too far behind, nibbling on Changmin’s ear, breath harsh and heavy his hair. “Cum in me,” he hears Changmin mumble. For the first time, ever, Junsu spills his seeds into Changmin. He thrusts a few more times until he collapses.

He lifts his head for a kiss, catching each other’s breaths as they calm down. “I love you, Junsu.” Changmin states clearly as he hugs him, never wanting to let go - ever.

Slowly, Junsu pulls himself out; he can feel cum slowly leaking from Changmin. Proud, like they’ve tied the knot, he beams, “I love you too, babe.”

Changmin pulls away as a tear falls from his eye, “Don’t let me go.” He whispers. Immediately, Junsu tightens his hold around Changmin and kisses the tear away, “Never.”

“I’ll always love you, forever and a day,” Junsu smiles. He guides Changmin’s head on top of his shoulder. He pulls the sheets back up to their necks. Bodies flushed together, they’re eyes surrender for the night.

“Forever and a day.”
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pair: changmin/junsu

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