last night i had a dream and it was the best dream because it was so real i thought it had really happened when i woke up. definitely disappointed when i realized that it wasnt real ( Read more... )

so what happens when you stand up for yourself for once? nothing...it doesnt matter. my suggestion is dont bother. and having your own opinion? forget it. just go along with everyone else. its easier.

jealousy rears its ugly head...

Katie is leaving monday :(

sooo i hate my fuckin job and it needs to go away or you know what? i think i should just make it go away and find a new one thats not so degrading and stressful.

do you ever get the feeling that you care about someone way more than they care about you?

so work was just absolutely ridiculous last night...possibly the most fun i've ever had waitressing...let me recap ( Read more... )

so i think its pretty retarded that one person can me feel so unbelievably annoyed and horrible about myself...and for those of you who know me its not who you think ( Read more... )

totally and completely frustrated and i cant even tell anyone why because i dont know if i am completely justified in feeling this way. GRRRRRR.
I hate stupid people. why cant things just be easy with no baggage?

so i have mono. it pretty much sucks. and i know its going to start getting nice out and i cant do anything because it will just make me even more sick. my body hates me.