Comments | cleo_10: when will death come?

cleo_10

when will death come?

Mar 14, 2001 23:54

I just feel so depressed and alone I dont know what it is.. It seems to be happening more often... I wish I knew what is wrong with me.. Sometimes I wish I would just die and get out of this hell of a life.. Nothing seems to be right, everything is to hectik for me I dont belong in this time and space... Maybe thats it I am just taking up space... ( Read more... )

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la_silver_bs March 14 2001, 23:20:28 UTC

tina, wow. you and i both know that I have been where u are right now. it is not a good place...when living hurts too much. I'm not there anymore, but every once in a while, I feel myself sliping into it...I have to try to bring myself out because i know that if i let myself sick too deep into it...well, it is dangerous. so, how did I get out of it...over the depression? counseling, medication...time. You might not want to hear this but I think that might be something you need. a safe place to vent...someone who wont judge and can remain impartial. you might be sitting there and thinking why bother...it isnt worth it...if u are thinking that, I wish you could see what i see when I look at you. I see a beautiful person inside and out. someone who is creative, caring, poetic...someone who was not put here just to take up space...someone who is here because she is destined for great things. Tina, i wish you could see that. know that there is a plan for u here if u can get through this. something wonderful ( ... )

Thanks cleo_10 March 15 2001, 09:55:16 UTC

Thanks Brei
I just get into these kinds of moods sometimes I never used to do anything about it because I could never talk to anyone for fear of what they might think but this is a good place to vent although I still cant seem to put every thing I am feeling down.. Thanks for the little thing your mother said, I know it is true but sometimes it is hard to believe if you know what I mean.
Thanks again I might take you up on the venting thing.
Then again I already do hope it doesnt bring you down.. Thats not what I want...

Re: Thanks la_silver_bs March 15 2001, 10:06:42 UTC

you dont bring me down tina...never think that.