so depressed. i cried in science today, so stupid. then i had a dentist appointment, my teeth hurt. i miss my dad terribly. i think after i gruduate i might move up there. start brand new. i don't know. i've felt really alone lately, really scared. my mom is getting back togather with alex, it makes me want to die. alot. among other things. i ( Read more... )

is that better?

Don't you love how its always the person in the world who makes you happiest, who has the power to make you the most isserable ( Read more... )

yea....i'm such a slut....let me tell you.

neeeeeeeed, i'm talking desperatly need, to find better uses for your time.

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all i wanted to do today was go with chris up to my dad's. thats it, i could be the happiest fucking girl in the world right now. but no. its snowing ( Read more... )

my feelings just got hurt....kinda sucks...

short squishy purple haired girl........creeeeepppppppyyyy

how can you kiss someone with such a rail road gap? and how can you think that it wouldn't be considered public indecency tp post a shit load of pictures of it on lj.....seriously, it grosses everyone out ( Read more... )

you know when you love some one so much that when you tell them you love them you wish there was a stronger word than love to try and explain how you feel for them? well take that intensity and sincerity and apply it to missing somebody, then apply it to me missing chris. thats how i feel i just want a real hug and a real kiss. i just want to ( Read more... )