lights below are in town tonight.

the only response i can think of to utter is... "gah!"

take what you will from THAT one.


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today post work, on a bike ride to the bank, i saw a boy throwing pebbles at a window ( Read more... )

apparently at some point during the 11 months i've been home, i got cool enough to be put on the internet.


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i could leave you right now with the most heart wrenching entry full of unrequited desires and yearning, but i only have 16 minutes until my laptop dies and i refuse to get out of bed and plug it in. tomorrow is my day off. i need to start my relaxing now. nothing but "heart of darkness" by joseph conrad and henri faberge and the adorables to ( Read more... )

i need a vacation from life. fucking sexual assault last night. don't even get me started but i should not drink four litres of sangria and then let seemingly nice boys walk me home. pfft ( Read more... )

so my day has gone so horribly wrong so far that it's comical. while sprinting to work in stiletto boots i chuckled to myself as i thought "my life sometimes really does resemble a robin williams movie..." except i have better legs. lets start from the beginning of today ( Read more... )

i'm tired of this victim role these days. the fact that i pay 350 a month and am too afraid to go home to my apartment? not the best. long fringe and friends with skateboards can't help me. i can't hide behind Orwell on a patio anymore, because i just end up getting drunk and inevitably broke as well. i need to hop the passive train and mosey ( Read more... )

it's raining. i'm at work. no one comes here when it's raining. i've myspaced, online shopped, smelled myself and debated taking my pants off. lone try on parties and ocd sweep-a-thons can only take you until 2oclock in the work day ( Read more... )

i really need to get a "gone fishing" sign for work.


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and today at work by myself *i* am ridiculous ( Read more... )