There`s Nothing Else For Me To Lose (.5/?)
Title: There`s Nothing Else To Lose
Author: ClariesR4ever
Pairing: Gabe Saporta/William Beckett
Rating: Teen, Mature
POV: Gabe`s Journal
Summary: Cobra Starship was raising in fame, getting brighter and even more famous each day. They feel the famous 'high' of the success; the wild parties, the screaming obessed fans, the free alcohol. But it all comes crashing down for Gabe when one late July he crosses paths with the tall, neglected, when noticed abused mentally and physically William Beckett, a intern whom still has hope for the future.
Warnings: mentions of abused, neglected, singing, lovesick boys! Oh and Fuel For Ramon bands
Disclaimer: Of course we can't say that this happened, but who knows? At least it's Gabilliam!
Teaser: ...But I`m getting off topic. I never thought I would meet my soulmate on tour. Never thought that through the heckish week of warm weather, no showers, and headaches that pills could not touch I would meet such a person who has made me cry in both happiness and loss, a person who makes me smile like a 1,000 watt lightbulb with no burn out.
Song of the Chapter: Everything by Lifehouse
Cobra Journal, Gabe signing in August 11th, 2009
I will never forget the day, night, morning to be exact we meet. The day we met our family`s new bandmate, a lead singer with a heart of gold. My soulmate and husband-to-be.
It was a cloudy, dark and cold morning. I remember the wind that whipped around the maze of busses. It made a song easy on the ears. 2 am, when all should be quiet and calm. However, the drunk Cobras and I were just heading back to our 'Cobra HQ'. We had just left Pete`s 'Welcome to Heck' bash, oh, an estimated 10 minutes ago. Believe it or not, the party was still going on. (Yes, I can step away from a party, despite what you hear from Nasty Nate!) The vibe was still rushing as we clumsily and rather loudly walked back, each with a bottle in our hands. Some designer stuff................some French name....La.....
I`m getting off topic. I never thought I would meet my soulmate on tour. Never thought that through the heckish week of warm weather, no showers, and headaches that pills could not touch I would meet such a person who has made me cry in both happiness and loss, a person who mades my smile like a 1,000 watt lightbulb with no burn out. Will, who made me dance in the rain to 'Forever Young', Will, who taught me about the real music in my heart. He was the sweet soul who made us see we were fudged up rockstars, rockstars not planning ahead, just-living-in-the-moment.
He actually believed the lies his 'master' had stuck in his head the first time I met him- the thought that he will never be loved. Never would be cherished.
Yet his hope and belief of something bigger and better were still as bright as the day he dreamed them. According to him, 'this' was just a 'little bump in the road of his life'.
From only that statement abovve, how could you not love him?
This probably makes no sense, reading the end when you didn`t read the whole story. So Let`s start back to the beginning, that dark, cloudy and cold July. 2 am, of 2008. The year long journey that proved that Will and I were meant to be. The night I meet William E. Beckett, my Bilvy, my Willbear, literally ran into my life.