Friday Confessional

[city_of_dis]

This week: Confess anything. A secret, a fear, a passion, a dream, a buried hatred, or a hidden delight that only you know about.

When I feel that the confession’s contents constitute an ostensible "sin," I’ll hand out a penance. Kneel and be remorseful.

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M-A

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One bad decision cost me everything

[spookydude16]

I’ve spent the last few years living paycheck to paycheck, and was on this cycle of going from job to job. I can’t seem to keep a job for more than 3 months before I either get bored, or impulsively quit without a backup. I’ve filed for disability due to this, and I feel terrible for it. I’m only in the situation I’m in (residential mental health treatment), because I quit my last job impulsively without a backup, and couldn’t financially support myself. I regret quitting, and I can’t help but hate myself for making that mistake that cost me my apartment, my car, and my freedom. If I hadn’t quit, I wouldn’t be where I am now. It haunts me everyday that I wake up. I’m trying to make the best of it, and rebuild. But it’s hard to stay motivated when you’re limited on what you can and can’t do in a treatment setting. A lot of decisions are being made for me, and I don’t like it. I can’t get out of treatment until I get a source of income. I’m not allowed to work while in treatment. Hence why I applied for disability, which could take a

Re: One bad decision cost me everything

[city_of_dis]

That sounds really rough, and I'm so sorry you've had to go through all this. I hope with all my heart things improve for ya.