Comments | cisskabob: OTC 59.2: Play the What If Game

cisskabob

OTC 59.2: Play the What If Game

Sep 04, 2009 02:13

( I don’t like that game. The What If game. There are too many of them. I mean, where do you even start? )

other: dick, otc: bart, verse: otc [canon], otc: dad, otc: marcy, otc: mom, otc: tim, otc: kon, for: otc

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ihavettk September 5 2009, 02:04:40 UTC

I know what you mean. I've got more than a few of those myself.

But I'm pretty happy with how things are now?

cisskabob September 5 2009, 02:42:20 UTC

I think everyone does. It's not a game I like playing. It's not like we can really change anything anyway, right? So what good does focusing on it do? I don't know.

I am too. So I guess I'm glad I don't have to decide what I would change.

ihavettk September 5 2009, 04:53:11 UTC

Yeah, exactly. If you start thinking about it you start regretting stuff and it just sucks all around.

Want to marathon Friends with me? Or dude, we could totally work on homework together.

cisskabob September 5 2009, 05:13:04 UTC

Yes. Or you don't regret things you maybe should, because good things came after.

I like this plan! We can do both. Half an hour of studying, half an hour of Friends. ;)

mrsarcastic003 September 5 2009, 07:40:21 UTC

...I think it's my turn to say this to you:

You're not a bad person for not wanting to change things that have happened in your past. I like where we are now, and I think that we might not be here if some things were different.

I love you, Ciss.

cisskabob September 5 2009, 14:25:04 UTC

I know. Stupid therapy. But--I think you're right. And I like where we are now too, very, very much.

I love you too.

mrsarcastic003 September 5 2009, 17:57:34 UTC

Good. Just making sure we were clear on that. I don't want you to feel guilty about the way our life is. I like to think we're pretty happy.

cisskabob September 5 2009, 20:24:01 UTC

We're clear. I really don't feel guilty. (And I'm resisting the urge to feel guilty about not feeling guilty!) Besides, it would be kind of hypocritical of me to not take my own advice, right? How would I ever get you to listen to me? ;)

I am very happy. You make me happy.

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basejumpingbat September 6 2009, 05:09:57 UTC

Hey. You know if you ever do need to unload, I've been there. Sometimes a journal's all you need. But if you need someone who can actually talk back... you know how to get in touch.

cisskabob September 6 2009, 06:43:21 UTC

Thanks. I appreciate it, really.