starting to second guess myself, wondering if i'm doing the right things or making mistakes, I can't afford another mistake and another detour, too old for this, hmph
You seem on a good, goal-oriented path. What are you second-guessing? Your relationship? When it comes down to making choices, invest in yourself (your future) first. You're the only one guaranteed to always be there for you. Get that education. *nods*
Second-guessing everything in general. Graduation is not far off, which means student loans will have to start being paid back soon, though I can put them off longer going to grad school, that also means more loans. My degree guarantees me absolutely no job. My choices are author or editor, neither of which are easy to break in to, if able to get into at all. I'm sick of my apt and want to move out, but I couldn't afford to cuz I never put a security deposit when I moved in so every repair is coming out of my pocket, and anyone that moves out after 3 years pretty much has to repair or replace everything because of not having regular repairs say, if someone moves in and out every year or so. Not to mention, I couldn't get a house like I want because I just finalized my bankruptcy and I really don't want to wait 7-10 years to get a house. I'm thinking 3-5, so yes I would need someone to depend on other than myself so that they could get the house and I make the mortgage payments. Which brings me to the relationship which I second
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