"I'd like to take a minute just sit right there..."

[cinderlily]

I guess I've used the word epiphany a lot in the past (I say that because a) my mom told me so and b) I looked it up and it's supposed to be vaguely rare thing) but I think this is as close to one as I will ever really have, so bear with me here for a second.

Comments

[spoiledjap]

I think that is choice is fantastic! You love to write and a great at it; also following your heart is the right thing to do. I saw the video of Henry on Facebook, my ovaries ached....I want one just like him. I love you!

[cinderlily]

Following my heart is exactly what I need to do. I feel a little selfish about it but Timm keeps pushing me towards it so I guess it's joint selfishness?

And thanks, HE'S SIGNING. HOW BIG IS HE?

[dragontail]

But if I can get my act together I can make a *decent* living when it comes to freelance journalism. I have enough connections and I think (hope/pray/plead) if I kick my ass in to gear I might actually be able to do this.

You can and you will. Speaking from inside the industry, freelancing is definitely where it's at, as this business goes ever-more digital. Good choice.

[cinderlily]

I have to admit I was hoping you'd respond. Thank you for not telling me I am not absolutely crazy for this. I mean, I might be. But thank you for not like, laughing directly at my face or anything.

... I am completely petrified of all this, SF. Not going to lie.

[dragontail]

I can't blame you at all. Contemplating a change in career is terrifying, especially in an industry that's currently in flux like journalism. That said, it's probably the best time to try. If you train yourself now, you'll be learning all the new bits and pieces as they're being introduced, and make yourself quite appealing to employers and media groups.

... unlike us old, flea-bitten hacks who have to learn new tricks post-haste ;)

[ruggerdavey]

That sounds like a really good decision, Liz. It's hard to change and so easy to stay in the same place, but if the thought of going back causes you such anxiety, it is NOT the place to be. You can do this! *hugs*

[cinderlily]

Thanks. :) You are always part of my personal motivation guide. You are always brave, I hope I can be so too. ♥

[ruggerdavey]

You know, I've kept this in my inbox to look back on. It means a lot to me and helps keep me motivated. *hugs*