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[ciggsnlipstick]

I'm fucking mad as hell its fucking hot out side i was like dying on the bus i hate my life i cant do anything right i always say the fucking wrong things SORRY!! im fucking sorry okay i dont understand why i care so fucking much about him ... i have never cared about a guy this much and i have never cryed over a guy before but he really means a

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[i_wannafight]

Okay, I don't like him anymore at all.
I'm sorry if you get mad at me for saying this,
but fuck Andy. Seriously. Fuck that shit. and shit is what it is.

[i_wannafight]

YOU DON'T DESERVE TO FEEL THIS BAD OVER SOME MOTHER FUCKER, WHEN YOU'RE SAD I CRY, AND I'M RAGGIN SO I'M EVEN MORE EMOTIONAL, I DON'T EVEN KNOW THIS FUCK AND HE IS MAKING ME CRY BECAUSE YOU'RE SAD. you don't need that

i love you
&i'm sorry

[ciggsnlipstick]

I'm sorry erin dont cry .. I'm just a little emo whore that cant do anything right I LOVE YOU &hes not bad i just make him sound that way hes really nice Im just really emo..

[i_wannafight]

SEE, things like that, if HE is the one making you feel like you don't do anything right, then FUCK HIM. You CAN CANCNANCANCANCAN! do better, I promise you. I'm emo too!, remember how me and Michael liked eachother a lot? and he hurt me? and I went back to him? Things didn't ever get better

my bad

[tolerablepain]

sarah i'm sorry, i'm just not in a great mood at all....all this fucking hard work at school and i don't even think i'm doing that great in it...i missed so much fucking work...and its taking me so long to make it up....i'm just depressed, and when i think of you i feel better, i do love you, i do care, but its not that you make me feel like an asshole, i just am one....and i don't want you to hate me...i'm so fucking sorry sarah. i can see why that girl erin hates me. so i'm so sorry babe. and i guess i'm out of here.

Re: my bad

[ciggsnlipstick]

Im not in a good mood either i have had a really bad 2 months and talking to you makes me feel better & and not talking to you just makes me feel really bad and you dont seem to understand that i dont give a shit if we only talk for 5 mins it makes me feel better and when you cant even take 5 mins to talk to me it makes me feel bad b/c im selfish like now it makes me feel bad that you can comment in my journal but not get online and talk to me stupid little things like that make me feel bad

[tolerablepain]

ONE MORE THING.....YOUR NOT THE STUPID ONE, I AM.....THATS WHY THEY CALL ME ANDY.

[ciggsnlipstick]

you're not stupid .. you just dont understand howmuch you really mean to me its really hard for me to feel good about myself and i never smile but when ever i talk to you i smile and laugh you make me happy andy.. you really do and thats why i want to talk to you.. when i talk to you , you make me seem perfect and that makes me feel good

[bloodykisses595]

Sarah im mad too :( im so sorry sweetie and your not the only one who hates your life if you need to talk later just call me maybe we can go for one of our walks all old school :) <333333

[ciggsnlipstick]

dude im so fucking lazy its not even funny.. and im hungry but i cant eat yet.. and its gay i fucking hate diets i hate school i hate people i hate that i feel fat and people tell me I'm not.. grr see im mad ..oh yeah i hate that its so hot out side and when i get home i feel really fucking sick and im all gross and look like shit.. gay fucking shit gay gay gay im mad at the world lol okay ill shut up now

[foreyesobright]

aww.
I'm so sorry.
I know what your going threw.

[ciggsnlipstick]

add me?

[foreyesobright]

for sure.
add me?

[ciggsnlipstick]

yeah i added you