spn, dean/castiel, protectiveness/touching/schmoop, sorta near death maybe, pg13, 1/3janie_tangerineMay 11 2011, 21:12:10 UTC
It’s embarrassing. And out of Dean’s stupid control. Which doesn’t make sense since if it’s embarrassing he should be able to stop himself, but therein lies the problem - he can’t stop himself. It took trapping Cas into a ring of fire and regretting that after twelve hours to make him realize that he doesn’t really care for Cas like a brother. Strictly. It took Cas using his own grace to patch Sam’s wall up even when they had trapped him into said ring of fire for having worked with Crowley (which, as Balthazar had reminded them - and for once the bastard was dead on - each of them had already done) and surviving it for a pure miracle to make Dean realize that Cas might not always come back either way to make him act
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Re: spn, dean/castiel, protectiveness/touching/schmoop, sorta near death maybe, pg13, 2/3janie_tangerineMay 11 2011, 21:13:04 UTC
Dean had just sat with his back against the Impala’s front door, Cas in between his legs with his back against Dean’s chest, and they had watched fireworks being lit in town. Cas’s head had been resting in the hollow of Dean’s neck, and Dean just couldn’t stop himself from keeping him close. He knows Cas won’t disappear on him, but still - he can’t help shaking the feeling off.
He can’t really stop himself from being like this, but Cas doesn’t protest and Dean doesn’t try to swallow his feelings down anymore - not when he had been about not to have any of this at all
( ... )
Re: spn, dean/castiel, protectiveness/touching/schmoop, sorta near death maybe, pg13, 3/3janie_tangerineMay 11 2011, 21:13:27 UTC
Cas looks at him like he doesn’t have an idea of what to do with him, and then takes a sip. He licks his lips after swallowing, before going for another.
Dean is probably gloating as he drinks his own, but it just proves how right he is here.
And then Cas’s hand reaches down and covers Dean’s when he’s done and the mug is resting on the nightstand. “Thank you,” he whispers, and Dean just shakes his head and leans back on the bed, moving so that Cas’s head is against his shoulder.
“Anytime. And I mean that,” he answers. Something unclenches, someplace around his heart, when Cas just relaxes against him and closes his eyes.
Re: spn, dean/castiel, protectiveness/touching/schmoop, sorta near death maybe, pg13, 3/3janie_tangerineMay 11 2011, 21:23:56 UTC
ehe, thank you! I guess I just can't stop myself from fixing those two. As much as I can, errr. Cas, sorry, Dean's going to look after you, don't think too badly of me. xD and I was pretty happy with that line so it's awesome to know you liked it ;)
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He can’t really stop himself from being like this, but Cas doesn’t protest and Dean doesn’t try to swallow his feelings down anymore - not when he had been about not to have any of this at all ( ... )
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Dean is probably gloating as he drinks his own, but it just proves how right he is here.
And then Cas’s hand reaches down and covers Dean’s when he’s done and the mug is resting on the nightstand. “Thank you,” he whispers, and Dean just shakes his head and leans back on the bed, moving so that Cas’s head is against his shoulder.
“Anytime. And I mean that,” he answers. Something unclenches, someplace around his heart, when Cas just relaxes against him and closes his eyes.
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It's so perfect, and amazing, and heartbreaking, and heartwarming, and just exactly what I needed, and wanted, and you are AMAZING.
The "you're my mess" line-gah! SO good.
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