what i want...

[christyxlynn]

well i still don't know me, but i know what i want...

i want a real relationship...you know? one that could last...a lifetime... am i to young to ask for that one thing? am i just wanting to "grow up" to soon? i just want a guy who would be there for me through EVERYTHING! i need that...especially now... i'm going through SO much and it's taking

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[casey548712]

christy i think thats a every girls dream...even mine...but honestly if you stick with our school...you arent gonna find many like that...they are really rare and hard to keep...i think i would die for someone like that...like to tell everything too, well i have someone to do that with...but they dont help too much, even though they are my best friend...there are also things i cant tell him cuz you dont know what will happen in the future...but just keep lookin and you will find somebody close to that....almost perfect but not too perfect cuz if they are too perfect then that wouldnt be the same..you need mistakes so you grow stronger...but you always have your girlfriends...(friends that are girls) to talk to...you might not be able to kiss them and all but they will always be there to try to help..wow, that kinda doesnt make since..but if you can get some of it good, i luv you and always will...casey

[christyxlynn]

thank you casey! i'd be lost without friends like you! i love you SO much!!!!

[superman_06]

hey christy just be patience...i think thats spelled right...the man of ur dreams wWILL come one day and he will sweep u off ur lil feet.but just be patience....and oo yeah add me to ur friends

[christyxlynn]

thank you jonathon! you're the best and i'm so glad you swept sam off her feet! ya'll deserve each other...without a doubt! i love you =)

[dixiegurli_05]

AWW!! Christy LISTEN TO ME WHEN I TELL YOU I PROMISE HES OUT THERE...lol SOMEWHERE! when me and Dustin split up ..yea of course it hurt a little at first and yea...sometimes i DO feel like he DID take a little piece of my heart and he WONT give it back! but now that i got Jonathan it's like he replaced that little piece of my heart that was *STOLEN* from me...ya know? I mean i would've NEVER EVER guessed that i would've been able to find someone else! i mean after what Dustin put me through..ahh hell nah gurl that LAST thing i needed was just another JACKASS JERK-OFF GUY coming and messing with my feelings again! AND THE LAST THING ON MY MIND WAS TO FALL IN LOVE FOR GOD SAKE!

[dixiegurli_05]

ok..i didnt finish but back to what i was saying...AND then Jonathan came and gurl..i was SO SCARED of getting hurt..but now im in love and im soo young that i just DONT know what to do sometimes...but hes out there and when your in love hes perfect to YOU and dont you let ANYONE tell you different..you hear me NOT ANYONE! cause when your in love..trust me gurl its the best feeling in the world!!! and we will be sneaking out like crazy monkeys down the road ;) well i love you and just DONT give up...cause wherever the hell hes at...just remember that hes NOT giving up on YOU and hes waiting to find YOU! God made you PERFECT for ONE person...and you'll find him b4 you know it gurl!

[dixiegurli_05]

lol..oh yea.. I LOVE YOU~!!!!!!!!!