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[ktcaop]

Hey, ya'll, you know, I feel like all I've been doing is dumping all my pain on you. Sorry about that. But yeah, things are really a mess, I'm really a mess I think... My grades suck, my spiritual life sucks, and I've just been a source of pain for my mother. I need help, I can't take this anymore. I've reached my breaking point

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[thehonorableryu]

Is it raining little flower?
Oh, be glad of rain!
Too much sun would wither thee;
Soon 'twill shine again.
Though the sky is black, 'tis true,
Yet behind it shines the blue.

Art thou weary, tender heart?
Oh, be glad of pain;
Sweetest things in sorrow grow
As the flow'rs in rain.
God is watching, thou'lt have sun
When the clouds their work have done.-hymn

I'll be praying for you, and feel free to upload at thehonorableryu@gmail.com . :)

[pastorlenny]

Sorry to hear. Who are you able to talk to IRL?

[ktcaop]

In real life? Just in general, or people that I think I can actually trust and can actually help me to walk through the situation?

[pastorlenny]

The latter. Someone you can open up to face-to-face. And whose counsel you trust.

[ktcaop]

I might be able to talk to a pastor today later on, though I don't know how much I can trust his counsel. I'm trying to meet up with my Christian counselor [ his website is www.christiansoulcare.com ] but besides that, no not really. I haven't been able to get in touch with my mentors...

[zcatcurious]

1. There are people praying for you.

2. Even if there were not, God cares more about you than anyone else is ever capable of caring.

3. Like pastorlenny says, you do need a physical shoulder to cry on.

(With sympathy, from a chronic depressive.)

[ktcaop]

I know, and it is a comfort, and I know that this is going to turn out for good, even though it has been mostly me shooting myself in the foot. It's just, yeah. Knowing the end result doesn't make things necessarily any easier, sometimes it makes the going even harder, because you know what the end is like and the going just is miserable.

And yeah ~hugs~ Thank you for your comment.