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[chrisgrant]

when families split up, it's more then the kids that get torn. i didn't know how to stay close to the ones that became dearer to me then david. i lost out. it was from them that i gained courage. however, i was so weak before that i didn't look back when i gathered my strength.

it is equal in my regrets, having left you. i am who i ultimatly

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[pinkcottencandy]

I hate how you left. I hate how everything fell apart. I hate how hurt the kids were. I hated explaining that you loved them and would be back soon. I hated seeing my brother cry. I hate how you wernt around. I hated not having you to talk to. You were my best friend. I looked up to you. Ive wanted to be just like you since I was nine. I missed sitting outside and reading my writing to you. I missed the hours we spent doing hair. I miss going shopping with you, I miss going to shows with you. I miss laughing with you. I miss just being around you. I always had you. I always knew you would be there. And it hurt so bad when you left. but your family even if you and Dave arnt together, you will always be in my heart. You helped me when I was broken. You were my sister and my friend. I miss you. and I love you and I hope someday things will be okay again. I want Dave to be happy and I know Cat makes him happy and shes good for him and I really like her and I know you might think badley of her but shes really kind and shes very caring to