My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

[choujiru]

I don't understand how people without jobs cope. I've been home four days with nothing to do and I am tearing my hair out. I wake up and realise I have nothing to look forward to in the day; literally, I count down the hours until quality TV like Big Brother (shut up) or Gok's Fashion Fix comes on

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[danars]

Maybe they just come in a window/from some other part of the house? :D;; Idk, we have a really bad problem with flies in summer IF it's hot. They'll just APPEAR. SO I reckon its the same.

As for passing time, I feel like I can never get enough done no matter how many days I have off ¦D;; And I don't watch tv.

[choujiru]

I keep my windows closed during the evening to stop more from coming in. I'm sure they're coming from somewhere in my room but I don't know WHERE. They're cunning :(

What do you do in the days then? Maybe I can be INSPIRED!

[danars]

They are. All insects have secret warping abilities that science can't explain so they just try to hush it up.

Ehh I avoided actually mentioning what I do becuase I don't think what I do would be everyones idea of *fun* but I study Japanese, watch an episode or two of something if I'm behind, I re watch movies I've been meaning to look at again, I write letters. Sometimes I can get to town so I go stroll around and see if there's anything worth spending money on, I cook all my own meals so that takes time, I excercise more if I have a day off, do karate practise, read I've been meaning draw but I never get around to that ¦

[choujiru]

I keep meaning to do a big hardcore Japanese revision session, especially with kanji *dan dan daaa* but whenever I get motivated to do it, something else always crops up. Maybe I'll do that! The rest of your activities sound like what I do anyway, hahaha. I've just rrun out of episodes and movies to watch.

[peculiars]

kldsf i wish i could tell you how i cope, but i don't think i cope well. i'm usually just around babysitting and that drives me up the wall.

i try my hand at making icons but i'm not exactly GOOD at that and get bored easily. i should be doing summer assignments lol whatevs.

SERIOUSLY I CAN'T HELP WITH THAT AT ALL

[choujiru]

I think I've made like over 500 icons this week alone :| I NEED A SUMMER ASSIGNMENT. GIVE ME ONE, ERICA.

(love your name btw. The Hairspray soundtrack is pretty much amazing)

[mooglelicious]

Ew moths :'(

We get crickets in our house but they're not as bad as moths D:

[choujiru]

They're only small moths. Crickets must be annoying, aren't they noisy?

[sashwizzled]

I'm actually finding that now I've got a job - if I have a day off, I have absolutely no idea what to do with myself at all. Yesterday, I had my first one in well over a week and I just slept right through it, I was so ridiculously bored. D:

[choujiru]

Oh man, I bet. Having a job gives structure to your day though, doesn't it? Without it you're kind of lost.

[danbi]

I can relate to that feeling. The best thing I can offer is to GO OUT AND DO SOMETHING. I think I already said this to you in a different comment, but seriously - when you plan things, you end up feeling accomplished, which makes you feel like you're actually doing SOMEthing. I mean like fun things; I read up on manga sometimes, re-arranging my room's been kind of neat, going to see my parents or going out with them is good times, writing, making mixed CDs...whatever you enjoy. You know?

Anyway, ♥.