i just watched project runway. i want to design clothes and sew. but my sewing machine is broken. and i have like no time. but i will, someday. maybe in the summer i will make somthing ( Read more... )

today was so much fun. i'm so happy we didn't have school. then i went to the beach with chels and eddie. we tried to lay out but there was NO SUN! it got foggy! like i couldn't even see in front of me. then other people came out, gwynne, rene, big l, luis. others decided to play mini golf. ugh trey and crew. then evan went out there. so we had fun ( Read more... )

played poker today. won 5 bucks. yay. i was down 5 so bought back in and ended up with 15. i was stoked. i woulda had more but westbrook is crazy. i cant read him worth a crap ( Read more... )

dear chelsey

defries forgot to give me a camera for track. so i'm screwed. as of deadline i will have little pics. BUT i will try my best. just thought i'd let you know.

love suzanne

ps monday? trendy? tues? duh.

today was a better day. i had a heart attack during 6th pd today. me and chels left to go order the shirts for ybk. on the way a car almost hit me. NOT EVEN MY FAULT. ask chels. then i turn the corner to soccer etc and my dad is on that street. he sees me. follows me. and says 'I COUGHT YOU'. as if i were skipping. i showed him my pass. and he was ( Read more... )

what can i say
i try to be happy on the outside
but within i'm hurt
i'm sad
i'm crying
people don't see that though
i hide it
but this is me saying i give up
i am hurt
is it wrong to lie to guard myself from more pain?

people are going to have fun this weekend. not me.

I FINALLY GOT THE INTERNET HERE! yay. i misssed you ( Read more... )

tonight is my last night here. we move tomorrow. how sad are you?! i am, but i kinda wanna move. i don't know why. just somthing new. i havn't finished packing, but i think my mom will do it for me ( Read more... )

today started off bad. i wasn't in a good mood. no reason. well a few. but i won't say. cameron gave me a mean look, and from there the day got better. i sold ybks during lunch, too bad NO ONE BOUGHT THEM ( Read more... )

today was the weirdest day ever! everyone was soo mellow in 2nd period. then 3rd was fun. the puppet show rocked! i gave my little brother my puppet, he ripped it in 2 seconds, but he liked it. 4th was annoying. no one would shutup! then i had to sell yearbooks. i sold a whole 2 yearbooks ( Read more... )