Smile (1/2)
Disclaimer : shinee isn't mine :D I only own the plot
Pairing : 2min
Rating : G
Alphabet : S from My ABC
Summary : The Doctor said that he will live until next week, Minho only have seven days to spent with his boyfriend. Will a miracle come to them? (sorry lame summary >.<)
A/N : (1) This fic is dedicated to my unnieee sorry for the late fic =___= owlbee and my super sweet and ultra cute dongsae ninnarin Love you so muuch dear, and Like always it's un betaned so sorry for the mistaken grammar *bow* english isn't my language
(2) I make this fic into a two shoot cause I think if I make it into a one shoot it'll be so long =___=
People are all sad, so they go and forget but For that who I should love. For that who gives me love I will do what I can --Dearest ayumi hamasaki-****
"You're here again?"
"Of course This is his last wish."
"But it's just hurt you more."
"No it isn't, cause I'm not the one who've been hurt."
There are four people in that room.
One of them was wearing a white coat.
It's like they was talking something important.
"No you can't said that!" The taller one from the 3 people said.
Tears was falling from his big eyes.
"Minho keep your voice, let the doctor finished his word first." One of his friend try to calm him down.
"But.'" His word was cut by one his friend "Onew right Minho, we've to hear what was he try to say first."
"Thank you Kibum." said the person who known as a doctor. " As I said before we think the cancer in Taemin brain already get in the final stage. And we can't do anything." continued the doctor. All the teen in front of him was speechless. especially Minho.
"How can you said Like that! You're the doctor! You've to save him." He punch the table. The tears start to falling so fast.
"I'm sorry Minho. We've been trying as hard as we can. from our prediction he only have one week to live." All the teen just look at him emotionless they're to sad and shocked and the same time. "Minho I know it'll be hard for you, but It'll be hard for Taemin either. I just can say make him happy for the last time." Suggest the doctor.
****
I stepped my self toward the white room.
The smell of medicine was smelled.
The sound of ECG machine was heard.
"Taemin." I said the name I missed a lot.
I see your weak body laying in the hospital bed.
Your skin look pale, you're so thin now. I can see your cheek bone.
It's tearing my heart seeing you like this."
"So I just have one week to live hyung??" Taemin said to the older teen in front of him, who just nodded his head.
his eyes was red because the tears he shed earlier. "Don't cry hyung." the younger between them said, taking Minho head so he could wiping the tears which still falling slowly.
"It's okay hyung. We're all know that someday this will happen." Taemin show his best smile to the crying Minho.
"what do you want me to do?" suddenly Minho hug taemin so tight. Like he'll lose the younger teen soon. Taemin eyes opened wide and hug Minho back.
"I don't want anything Minho, you've did so many thing for me." he said earning an answer for the older. "It's different Taemin, tell me please I'll do anything for you." he said Pleading to the young teen to say something he want.
"Smile." he answered. Minho look confused. "I want you to visit me and smile this week, you can't cry in front of me." Taemin said with a warm smile. "You want me too happy right?? Then smile for me cause I'm happy when you're happy"
****
Taemin.
I touch the soft skin of yours.
How I'll miss this skin.
"Minho hyung?" you said opened your eyes. I just smile when he open his eyes. Sometimes I'm so worried if you won't opened your eyes again. "I'm sorry did I wake you?" I said. He just shake his head. "I'm hungry hyung." he said with a cute puppy eyes. I'll miss that look someday. "I make some porridge, well with Key help of course." He just laugh with my comment. Such a happy laugh, I'll miss that laugh.
"Feed mee."
"With pleasure my dear."
Its been three days with Taemin, I only have four days more. It's hurt me every time I remember it.
I don't want to be separated from him. He's my everything, God I'll do everything just let him beside me.
"Minho hyung, you spaced out again?" His sound break my deep thought. I smile to him. showing him the sign I'm okay.
Suddenly I feel the urge to hug him.
"Minho?"
"sst.. Let this moment."
I feel his soft lips touching my lips.
This sweet kiss I'll miss it. The kiss was short and simple but I like it.
I like everything he do to me.
it makes me special.
"Eehm." Someone interrupting our moment. But I can't help but smiling to him. He's one of Taemin favorite person after me, It should be that way or I'll kill that person. "Key ummaa." Taemin said happily spread his arm wide want to be hugged by his beloved umma. "My soonn." Kibum hug his lovely son. If I don't know about the umma and son relationship, maybe now I've been burning with jealousy. "Yaah Taemin ah, you get Kibum first hug this morning." Said Kibum boyfriend or I can said Onew. Taemin put his tongue out. teased the jealous Onew beside me. we just laugh with his reaction which just pouting like a child. I'll miss this moment, when we're laughing and get together like this. With Taemin beside me.
"Byee Taemin Umma love you."
"Bye umma."
"Minho hyung?"
"Yes Taemin?"
"You'll come again right tomorrrow?"
"Of course Taemin, now sleep okay." I kiss his temple before go. One day already passed again. How wish I could stop the time. I hate it when the sun rising down, cause it means the times I've with Taemin almost over. And I hate it when the sun rising, cause it makes me remember that Taemin will go soon. He wont be with me anymore, I can't hug him, kiss him or touching him anymore. How cruel reality is. I just want to happy with him. I don't need anything I just need him.
****
"Aaaa.." I feed him another apple.
He look so cute when he act like this, Like a spoiled brat but I like him. He'll take some radiotherapy again. I know it's useless it just hurt him with the therapy. Sometime he'll vomit or crying after the therapy but I forced him to take it again, I want to try again. To get the second miracle for him, Taemin was judge won't survive until 9 months. But he can, he survived until 1 year with the cancer in his brain. It isn't shocked the doctor and me but him as well. Now will miracle come again for us?
"Minho don't you think, you torture him too much?" Onew ask me. he ask me the question that I always think and don't want to answered it. Cause I know, I know the answer very well. ".. Yes." I said looking down to the floor. Me, Onew and Key was waiting Taemin finished his therapy. "Then why do you do this? Why you forced him to relive for his sickness? You and him know that's impossible." He sounds angry and I can't help it but agreeing. It's like every things I do is just for me. I know he's in pain, but I don't want to lose him. "Minho sometime You've to let go something you like. something you think it's precious to you." Onew pat my back before go with key leaving me alone in the waiting room
I'm hugging a crying Taemin now. It's tearing my heart more. He cry like this because me, If I don't forced him to do that therapy he won't cry like this. "I'm sorry Taemin." I hug him more tightly. "It's all my fault. I shouldn't force you." I feel the urge to cry but Taemin holding my face. Make me look to his teary eyes. "Don't cry, you promised to me that you won't cry right? You've to smile hyung remember." He try to smile even thought the tears still falling from his eyes. I can't help but try to smile. I know he need me, he need my smile. After a hours of crying Taemin already fast a sleep in my arms. "Mianhae Taemin." I laid him in his bed kissing his cheek lightly before leaving him alone.
Onew word bugging my head.
I feel bad and needed and the same time.
I feel bad for Taemin and I feel I need him.
I only have 3 days more with him.
I'm so scared and afraid..
What should I do?
After a hours.
I've been deciding that I won't forced Taemin to do anything now.
I'll make him smile and laugh.
I don't want him to cry like yesterday.
I want him to be happy, happy til his last breath.
****
Since That day. I never forced Taemin to do something that will make him on pain or sad. We spend our day with smile and laugh, like he want. Cuddling in the hospital bed, Watching some movie, Playing games. We do it until we aren't realized that It's been the sixth days.
"Wooow, I never realized it, it's already the sixth days hyung." He said happily. "I guess we've too much fun until we aren't realized it hyung." Continued him with a smile. How can you smile like that Taemin? I know you're afraid right? But why you keep smile like that? I just smile to him back. I've to smile this is his wish. I can't cry. "Yeah I guess you're right." Forcing a smile it's hard especially when you want to cry.
Tomorrow it's the last day.
Will miracle happen again like before?
Will God give us another chance again?
So many question flowing in my mind.
So many question that I don't know the answer.
"Minho hyung."
"Yes Taemin?"
"For my last day, Can I wish one thing?"
"Yes."
" I want to go for a date tomorrow, a real date that only you and me."
***
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Pairing : 2min
Rating : G
Alphabet : S from My ABC
Summary : The Doctor said that he will live until next week, Minho only have seven days to spent with his boyfriend. Will a miracle come to them? (sorry lame summary >.<)
A/N : (1) This fic is dedicated to my unnieee sorry for the late fic =___= owlbee and my super sweet and ultra cute dongsae ninnarin Love you so muuch dear, and Like always it's un betaned so sorry for the mistaken grammar *bow* english isn't my language
(2) I make this fic into a two shoot cause I think if I make it into a one shoot it'll be so long =___=
People are all sad, so they go and forget but For that who I should love. For that who gives me love I will do what I can --Dearest ayumi hamasaki-****
"You're here again?"
"Of course This is his last wish."
"But it's just hurt you more."
"No it isn't, cause I'm not the one who've been hurt."
There are four people in that room.
One of them was wearing a white coat.
It's like they was talking something important.
"No you can't said that!" The taller one from the 3 people said.
Tears was falling from his big eyes.
"Minho keep your voice, let the doctor finished his word first." One of his friend try to calm him down.
"But.'" His word was cut by one his friend "Onew right Minho, we've to hear what was he try to say first."
"Thank you Kibum." said the person who known as a doctor. " As I said before we think the cancer in Taemin brain already get in the final stage. And we can't do anything." continued the doctor. All the teen in front of him was speechless. especially Minho.
"How can you said Like that! You're the doctor! You've to save him." He punch the table. The tears start to falling so fast.
"I'm sorry Minho. We've been trying as hard as we can. from our prediction he only have one week to live." All the teen just look at him emotionless they're to sad and shocked and the same time. "Minho I know it'll be hard for you, but It'll be hard for Taemin either. I just can say make him happy for the last time." Suggest the doctor.
****
I stepped my self toward the white room.
The smell of medicine was smelled.
The sound of ECG machine was heard.
"Taemin." I said the name I missed a lot.
I see your weak body laying in the hospital bed.
Your skin look pale, you're so thin now. I can see your cheek bone.
It's tearing my heart seeing you like this."
"So I just have one week to live hyung??" Taemin said to the older teen in front of him, who just nodded his head.
his eyes was red because the tears he shed earlier. "Don't cry hyung." the younger between them said, taking Minho head so he could wiping the tears which still falling slowly.
"It's okay hyung. We're all know that someday this will happen." Taemin show his best smile to the crying Minho.
"what do you want me to do?" suddenly Minho hug taemin so tight. Like he'll lose the younger teen soon. Taemin eyes opened wide and hug Minho back.
"I don't want anything Minho, you've did so many thing for me." he said earning an answer for the older. "It's different Taemin, tell me please I'll do anything for you." he said Pleading to the young teen to say something he want.
"Smile." he answered. Minho look confused. "I want you to visit me and smile this week, you can't cry in front of me." Taemin said with a warm smile. "You want me too happy right?? Then smile for me cause I'm happy when you're happy"
****
Taemin.
I touch the soft skin of yours.
How I'll miss this skin.
"Minho hyung?" you said opened your eyes. I just smile when he open his eyes. Sometimes I'm so worried if you won't opened your eyes again. "I'm sorry did I wake you?" I said. He just shake his head. "I'm hungry hyung." he said with a cute puppy eyes. I'll miss that look someday. "I make some porridge, well with Key help of course." He just laugh with my comment. Such a happy laugh, I'll miss that laugh.
"Feed mee."
"With pleasure my dear."
Its been three days with Taemin, I only have four days more. It's hurt me every time I remember it.
I don't want to be separated from him. He's my everything, God I'll do everything just let him beside me.
"Minho hyung, you spaced out again?" His sound break my deep thought. I smile to him. showing him the sign I'm okay.
Suddenly I feel the urge to hug him.
"Minho?"
"sst.. Let this moment."
I feel his soft lips touching my lips.
This sweet kiss I'll miss it. The kiss was short and simple but I like it.
I like everything he do to me.
it makes me special.
"Eehm." Someone interrupting our moment. But I can't help but smiling to him. He's one of Taemin favorite person after me, It should be that way or I'll kill that person. "Key ummaa." Taemin said happily spread his arm wide want to be hugged by his beloved umma. "My soonn." Kibum hug his lovely son. If I don't know about the umma and son relationship, maybe now I've been burning with jealousy. "Yaah Taemin ah, you get Kibum first hug this morning." Said Kibum boyfriend or I can said Onew. Taemin put his tongue out. teased the jealous Onew beside me. we just laugh with his reaction which just pouting like a child. I'll miss this moment, when we're laughing and get together like this. With Taemin beside me.
"Byee Taemin Umma love you."
"Bye umma."
"Minho hyung?"
"Yes Taemin?"
"You'll come again right tomorrrow?"
"Of course Taemin, now sleep okay." I kiss his temple before go. One day already passed again. How wish I could stop the time. I hate it when the sun rising down, cause it means the times I've with Taemin almost over. And I hate it when the sun rising, cause it makes me remember that Taemin will go soon. He wont be with me anymore, I can't hug him, kiss him or touching him anymore. How cruel reality is. I just want to happy with him. I don't need anything I just need him.
****
"Aaaa.." I feed him another apple.
He look so cute when he act like this, Like a spoiled brat but I like him. He'll take some radiotherapy again. I know it's useless it just hurt him with the therapy. Sometime he'll vomit or crying after the therapy but I forced him to take it again, I want to try again. To get the second miracle for him, Taemin was judge won't survive until 9 months. But he can, he survived until 1 year with the cancer in his brain. It isn't shocked the doctor and me but him as well. Now will miracle come again for us?
"Minho don't you think, you torture him too much?" Onew ask me. he ask me the question that I always think and don't want to answered it. Cause I know, I know the answer very well. ".. Yes." I said looking down to the floor. Me, Onew and Key was waiting Taemin finished his therapy. "Then why do you do this? Why you forced him to relive for his sickness? You and him know that's impossible." He sounds angry and I can't help it but agreeing. It's like every things I do is just for me. I know he's in pain, but I don't want to lose him. "Minho sometime You've to let go something you like. something you think it's precious to you." Onew pat my back before go with key leaving me alone in the waiting room
I'm hugging a crying Taemin now. It's tearing my heart more. He cry like this because me, If I don't forced him to do that therapy he won't cry like this. "I'm sorry Taemin." I hug him more tightly. "It's all my fault. I shouldn't force you." I feel the urge to cry but Taemin holding my face. Make me look to his teary eyes. "Don't cry, you promised to me that you won't cry right? You've to smile hyung remember." He try to smile even thought the tears still falling from his eyes. I can't help but try to smile. I know he need me, he need my smile. After a hours of crying Taemin already fast a sleep in my arms. "Mianhae Taemin." I laid him in his bed kissing his cheek lightly before leaving him alone.
Onew word bugging my head.
I feel bad and needed and the same time.
I feel bad for Taemin and I feel I need him.
I only have 3 days more with him.
I'm so scared and afraid..
What should I do?
After a hours.
I've been deciding that I won't forced Taemin to do anything now.
I'll make him smile and laugh.
I don't want him to cry like yesterday.
I want him to be happy, happy til his last breath.
****
Since That day. I never forced Taemin to do something that will make him on pain or sad. We spend our day with smile and laugh, like he want. Cuddling in the hospital bed, Watching some movie, Playing games. We do it until we aren't realized that It's been the sixth days.
"Wooow, I never realized it, it's already the sixth days hyung." He said happily. "I guess we've too much fun until we aren't realized it hyung." Continued him with a smile. How can you smile like that Taemin? I know you're afraid right? But why you keep smile like that? I just smile to him back. I've to smile this is his wish. I can't cry. "Yeah I guess you're right." Forcing a smile it's hard especially when you want to cry.
Tomorrow it's the last day.
Will miracle happen again like before?
Will God give us another chance again?
So many question flowing in my mind.
So many question that I don't know the answer.
"Minho hyung."
"Yes Taemin?"
"For my last day, Can I wish one thing?"
"Yes."
" I want to go for a date tomorrow, a real date that only you and me."
***
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