A new day has come
Disclaimer : Shinee isn't mine :D I just own the plot
Pairing : onkey, side 2min
Rating : PG -13
Beta : mandarin_orchid
Summary : After the long wait Kibum just get his angel back
A/N: dedicated this fic fooor my kuro_kakeru unnie who just have a great conversation with her LOL and owlbee unniw cause being such a good mom :))) sorry for the failed .___.
A new day has...come
I was waiting for so long
For a miracle to come
Everyone told me to be strong
Hold on and don't shed a tear
It’s been three months since you’re here…
It’s been three months since you left me here…
You’ve been sleeping for three months…
When will you wake up, Jinki?
“Hi Kibum” Minho said as he welcomed me. He looked so tired, I can see it from his sleepy face. Taemin was sleeping on the couch with a blue blanket covering him. He looked tired as well. How can he not? His brother was lying there, sleeping. He’s not even sure If he’s gonna wake up or not.
“We’re going home now. He has you to take care of him” Said Minho while carrying sleeping Taemin in his hand. “Thank you” I said. He smiled at me and patted my head. “It’s okay. I’m doing this not just for you, Kibum, but for Taemin and Jinki-hyung too. Be strong, Kibum.” He said as he left. Now, it’s only me and sleeping Jinki in this room.
I really hate this room. This room always took away my hopes and happiness. But I can’t help but to like this room as well. It’s because of him, the sleeping angel there. He’s the one who captured my heart.
“Jinki..” I grab his hand and touched my cheek with his big hand. I miss his touch, his smile, his laugh, and his warmth. “What are you doing there? Did you miss me? When will you wake up?” I ask the same question like before and act like he’ll answer it.
I really wanted to cry now, but I can’t. Everybody said that I’ve to be strong now. I couldn’t cry anymore. Because if I cried, it would tell that I didn’t believe at your promise. That I didn’t believe that you’ll be awake and gave me the kisses and hugs that I’ve been longing to have.
Through the darkness and good times
I knew I'd make it through
And the world thought I had it all
But I was waiting for you
“You know, Jonghyun showed me a beautiful angel picture. And it reminds me of you.” I remembered when Jonghyun took me to the art show. And he found a beautiful picture of angel and demon. The angel was in white while the demon in black like usual. The angel was guiding the demon to a place where light is everywhere, heaven maybe. He grabbed the demon by its hands and didn’t care about their differences. And they looked happy.
It reminds me of us. You’re the angel. You’re the one who took me out from my dark past and from my lonely days. You’ve changed me, from someone who was so stubborn, heartless and never believe at love or happiness, into someone like this. I never thought that I can be with you who have so many people that care about you, who believed in love and happiness. I never thought that I could fall in love into someone like you.
“You know Jinki, it’s been three months already. And many people already gave up on you. They said I should let you go.” I said, remembering how my family, friends and several doctors told me to do an euthanasia. I cried very hard that day. When I need so many supports, I got the opposite. “I felt so down that day and I almost sacrifice your life”
“But you know, I believe in you. I believe in your words that you’ll make me happy. And suddenly, help just keep on coming. Taemin, Minho and Jonghyun came, telling me to be strong.” I smiled a little when I remember that day. Taemin came to my room crying and hug me immediately, saying that I can’t give up.
“Your little brother really loves you“, I chuckled. “He tried to smile but the tears still fall from his eyes. And it needs an hour for Minho to calm him down. It’s like when you tried to calm me down when my grandmother passed away.” A sad feeling suddenly came. An urge to cry overwhelmed me. The need of comfort is taking me.
“Jinki, when will you decide to open your eyes?” I release the warm hand that I’ve been holding for so long. I rested my head on the bed side. How long does it take to wait for you? Day by day had passed, and you still closed your eyes. You sleep so sincerely, looking so angelic than before. But as much as I love that angelic face, I would love even more if you open your eyes.
I didn’t realize that I was crying until a drop of tear fell and stained the white sheet. I didn’t care if people say that I couldn’t cry. I need it now. I miss him and I need something to let this sad feeling go, and I don’t know anything besides crying. ”If you’re awake I bet you’ll wipe away my tears Jinki. You’ll kiss them so I won’t cry anymore; you’ll hug me and whisper sweet words so the tears will stop and a smile will come.”
Hush, love
I see a light in the sky
Oh, it's almost blinding me
I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun
A new day has...come
Suddenly I felt a warm feeling, someone is touching me. I remembered this warmth, this touch. “Jinki?” I lifted my head to see the eyes that I missed and the smile I’ve been waiting all this time. Jinki.. He’s awake and he’s smiling. “Wa.. ter.” He said, I hurriedly took the nearest glass of water. Then, he drank it slowly. I took the glass away from him, waiting for him to regain all his senses. “Felling better?” I asked him. He nodded his head giving me a yes answer.
A doctor and some nurses came a bit later. They asked me to go out first so they can check Jinki’s condition. I hope he’s okay. Finally all my prayer was answered; all the time that I give was finally paid of. I texted Taemin. I should tell him first about Jinki. He was so happy and told me that he will come immediately. The doctor came out and told me that Jinki is okay but he still have to be here for several months just to make sure that he’s really okay.
I stepped forward, to the room where my love was. And I was stunned with the scene that welcomed me. Jinki was there sitting on the hospital bed with a white clothe and the sun light illuminate his figure, so sincere. He looks at me and smile, the sweetest smile that I ever saw and the warmest smile that I ever felt. I decided to sit beside him rather than standing next to his bed.
There was a short pause between us. I know I should say something but now my mind was blank. I don’t know what I should say to him. There’re so many things that I want him to know. “Kibum.” He said my name and I couldn’t hold the tears which already fell down with every step that I took to reach him.
“Don’t cry.” He wiped the tears away just like I thought. I can’t say anything now, but how can I not cry? My boyfriend had just wakened up from his long slumber. I felt so happy and hurt at the same time. I’m happy that he’s awake. But why it took so long? I know I sounded childish but I’m worried.
He pulled my body toward him. So now my head was on his chest and he hugged me. “I said don’t cry, Kibum-ah. I’m here now.” The tears are falling so fast now. I hugged him back, tightly like I’m going to lose him again. “I know you’re here. I know you’re awake. And I’m not crying! Its just.. My eyes hurt.” I said burying my head more into his chest that I can hear his heart beating.
He chuckled and I can hear that. He lift my head from his chest so he could see my teary eyes, the tears still haven’t stopped. Then, he smiled and kissed the tears away. It was something I really want from him. “I’m home Kibum. I’m sorry for making you wait; please don’t cry, Kibum. Because I’m here.” He said as he hugged me.
“I Know Jinki. I know you’ll come back again.”
Where it was dark now there's light
Where there was pain now there's joy
Where there was weakness, I found my strength
All in the eyes of a boy
“Hyuung!!” Taemin got into the room, causing us to release the hug. I let him come closer and hug his brother; I know he missed him as much as I do. “Hey Taemin! Howaaa you’ve grown up now.” He said jokingly, “Did I sleep that long? You’re not this tall as far as I remembered.” He ruffled Taemin’s hair.
“Paboo hyung! You’ve been sleeping for 3 months. That’s long enough for me to grow!.” He said punching Jinki on the chest lightly. “I miss you, hyung.” He said hugging his dearest brother. I can see Jinki smiled again, the same smile that he gave to me before. “Hey, I’m here now okay.” This is one of the reasons why I love him because he cared about the people around him. He can make them feel warm with his smile and his touch.
“Don’t make us worried again, hyung.” said Minho. I saw a little tear fell from his big eyes. Even the flaming charisma’s crying because of him. “Yeah don’t make us worried again, you know how sad and scary Kibum was when he find out that you’re in coma?” said Jonghyun with his hand on his hips.
“He’s so gloomy and emo!!” he said in a dramatic tone. And Jinki found it funny that he let a small laugh. I shook my head telling him that it was not true and he just smiled even more. “He almost lost some weight because he didn’t want to eat and you know what? He almost got ugly because he didn’t want to take a rest.” Okay I think Jonghyun already passed his line.
“Hey what do you mean by ugly?”
“Bacuse you didn’t care about yourself anymore. Lack of sleep, not eating, you’re like a zombie!” said Jonghyun. Well it isn’t my fault if I’m so worried about Jinki, right? He’s my everything; I can’t life without him. “Then I’ll be the prettiest zombie ever, and you’ll be my dino pet.” I said in a sarcastic tone.
“You..” but before Jonghyun could finish, Taemin cut his words. “Hyuuung! Can we stop the fight first?! Jinki hyung had just waken up and how can we welcome him with you two fighting like cats and dogs?” He’s right even thought he’s the smallest between the four of us. He could be more mature than Jonghyun sometimes.
“Hahaha! It’s okay Taemin. I miss their fight too. Especially my beautiful diva” Jinki words made me blush and everyone could see it. I felt so embarrassed but happy at the same time. And all of them are laughing at my red face.
“I’m sorry everyone for making you all worried, especially you Kibum. I know you’ve been through so many hard times. Thank you for still believing in me. Thank you for still waiting for me.” Jinki words really touched my heart and I felt like crying again.
“Of course I’m waiting you! You said you’ll make me happy. You promise that you’ll be with me forever. You promise that you won’t leave me and I believe it.” The tears start to fall again for the second time this day. And I received another hug, another heartwarming hug from Jinki. “I’m home Kibum.” And He kissed me, the kiss that I missed so much. His taste, his warmth, and his touch, I miss Him.
“Welcome home.”
Finally we can be together again all of us.
After the waiting, after the pry that we send to God the answer come.
Finally this room not longer fill with sadness and hopeless.
Finally this room can fill with laugh and happiness.
Finally my tears payed with smile..
Finally I get my angel again..
Lee Jinki, welcome back
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Pairing : onkey, side 2min
Rating : PG -13
Beta : mandarin_orchid
Summary : After the long wait Kibum just get his angel back
A/N: dedicated this fic fooor my kuro_kakeru unnie who just have a great conversation with her LOL and owlbee unniw cause being such a good mom :))) sorry for the failed .___.
A new day has...come
I was waiting for so long
For a miracle to come
Everyone told me to be strong
Hold on and don't shed a tear
It’s been three months since you’re here…
It’s been three months since you left me here…
You’ve been sleeping for three months…
When will you wake up, Jinki?
“Hi Kibum” Minho said as he welcomed me. He looked so tired, I can see it from his sleepy face. Taemin was sleeping on the couch with a blue blanket covering him. He looked tired as well. How can he not? His brother was lying there, sleeping. He’s not even sure If he’s gonna wake up or not.
“We’re going home now. He has you to take care of him” Said Minho while carrying sleeping Taemin in his hand. “Thank you” I said. He smiled at me and patted my head. “It’s okay. I’m doing this not just for you, Kibum, but for Taemin and Jinki-hyung too. Be strong, Kibum.” He said as he left. Now, it’s only me and sleeping Jinki in this room.
I really hate this room. This room always took away my hopes and happiness. But I can’t help but to like this room as well. It’s because of him, the sleeping angel there. He’s the one who captured my heart.
“Jinki..” I grab his hand and touched my cheek with his big hand. I miss his touch, his smile, his laugh, and his warmth. “What are you doing there? Did you miss me? When will you wake up?” I ask the same question like before and act like he’ll answer it.
I really wanted to cry now, but I can’t. Everybody said that I’ve to be strong now. I couldn’t cry anymore. Because if I cried, it would tell that I didn’t believe at your promise. That I didn’t believe that you’ll be awake and gave me the kisses and hugs that I’ve been longing to have.
Through the darkness and good times
I knew I'd make it through
And the world thought I had it all
But I was waiting for you
“You know, Jonghyun showed me a beautiful angel picture. And it reminds me of you.” I remembered when Jonghyun took me to the art show. And he found a beautiful picture of angel and demon. The angel was in white while the demon in black like usual. The angel was guiding the demon to a place where light is everywhere, heaven maybe. He grabbed the demon by its hands and didn’t care about their differences. And they looked happy.
It reminds me of us. You’re the angel. You’re the one who took me out from my dark past and from my lonely days. You’ve changed me, from someone who was so stubborn, heartless and never believe at love or happiness, into someone like this. I never thought that I can be with you who have so many people that care about you, who believed in love and happiness. I never thought that I could fall in love into someone like you.
“You know Jinki, it’s been three months already. And many people already gave up on you. They said I should let you go.” I said, remembering how my family, friends and several doctors told me to do an euthanasia. I cried very hard that day. When I need so many supports, I got the opposite. “I felt so down that day and I almost sacrifice your life”
“But you know, I believe in you. I believe in your words that you’ll make me happy. And suddenly, help just keep on coming. Taemin, Minho and Jonghyun came, telling me to be strong.” I smiled a little when I remember that day. Taemin came to my room crying and hug me immediately, saying that I can’t give up.
“Your little brother really loves you“, I chuckled. “He tried to smile but the tears still fall from his eyes. And it needs an hour for Minho to calm him down. It’s like when you tried to calm me down when my grandmother passed away.” A sad feeling suddenly came. An urge to cry overwhelmed me. The need of comfort is taking me.
“Jinki, when will you decide to open your eyes?” I release the warm hand that I’ve been holding for so long. I rested my head on the bed side. How long does it take to wait for you? Day by day had passed, and you still closed your eyes. You sleep so sincerely, looking so angelic than before. But as much as I love that angelic face, I would love even more if you open your eyes.
I didn’t realize that I was crying until a drop of tear fell and stained the white sheet. I didn’t care if people say that I couldn’t cry. I need it now. I miss him and I need something to let this sad feeling go, and I don’t know anything besides crying. ”If you’re awake I bet you’ll wipe away my tears Jinki. You’ll kiss them so I won’t cry anymore; you’ll hug me and whisper sweet words so the tears will stop and a smile will come.”
Hush, love
I see a light in the sky
Oh, it's almost blinding me
I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun
A new day has...come
Suddenly I felt a warm feeling, someone is touching me. I remembered this warmth, this touch. “Jinki?” I lifted my head to see the eyes that I missed and the smile I’ve been waiting all this time. Jinki.. He’s awake and he’s smiling. “Wa.. ter.” He said, I hurriedly took the nearest glass of water. Then, he drank it slowly. I took the glass away from him, waiting for him to regain all his senses. “Felling better?” I asked him. He nodded his head giving me a yes answer.
A doctor and some nurses came a bit later. They asked me to go out first so they can check Jinki’s condition. I hope he’s okay. Finally all my prayer was answered; all the time that I give was finally paid of. I texted Taemin. I should tell him first about Jinki. He was so happy and told me that he will come immediately. The doctor came out and told me that Jinki is okay but he still have to be here for several months just to make sure that he’s really okay.
I stepped forward, to the room where my love was. And I was stunned with the scene that welcomed me. Jinki was there sitting on the hospital bed with a white clothe and the sun light illuminate his figure, so sincere. He looks at me and smile, the sweetest smile that I ever saw and the warmest smile that I ever felt. I decided to sit beside him rather than standing next to his bed.
There was a short pause between us. I know I should say something but now my mind was blank. I don’t know what I should say to him. There’re so many things that I want him to know. “Kibum.” He said my name and I couldn’t hold the tears which already fell down with every step that I took to reach him.
“Don’t cry.” He wiped the tears away just like I thought. I can’t say anything now, but how can I not cry? My boyfriend had just wakened up from his long slumber. I felt so happy and hurt at the same time. I’m happy that he’s awake. But why it took so long? I know I sounded childish but I’m worried.
He pulled my body toward him. So now my head was on his chest and he hugged me. “I said don’t cry, Kibum-ah. I’m here now.” The tears are falling so fast now. I hugged him back, tightly like I’m going to lose him again. “I know you’re here. I know you’re awake. And I’m not crying! Its just.. My eyes hurt.” I said burying my head more into his chest that I can hear his heart beating.
He chuckled and I can hear that. He lift my head from his chest so he could see my teary eyes, the tears still haven’t stopped. Then, he smiled and kissed the tears away. It was something I really want from him. “I’m home Kibum. I’m sorry for making you wait; please don’t cry, Kibum. Because I’m here.” He said as he hugged me.
“I Know Jinki. I know you’ll come back again.”
Where it was dark now there's light
Where there was pain now there's joy
Where there was weakness, I found my strength
All in the eyes of a boy
“Hyuung!!” Taemin got into the room, causing us to release the hug. I let him come closer and hug his brother; I know he missed him as much as I do. “Hey Taemin! Howaaa you’ve grown up now.” He said jokingly, “Did I sleep that long? You’re not this tall as far as I remembered.” He ruffled Taemin’s hair.
“Paboo hyung! You’ve been sleeping for 3 months. That’s long enough for me to grow!.” He said punching Jinki on the chest lightly. “I miss you, hyung.” He said hugging his dearest brother. I can see Jinki smiled again, the same smile that he gave to me before. “Hey, I’m here now okay.” This is one of the reasons why I love him because he cared about the people around him. He can make them feel warm with his smile and his touch.
“Don’t make us worried again, hyung.” said Minho. I saw a little tear fell from his big eyes. Even the flaming charisma’s crying because of him. “Yeah don’t make us worried again, you know how sad and scary Kibum was when he find out that you’re in coma?” said Jonghyun with his hand on his hips.
“He’s so gloomy and emo!!” he said in a dramatic tone. And Jinki found it funny that he let a small laugh. I shook my head telling him that it was not true and he just smiled even more. “He almost lost some weight because he didn’t want to eat and you know what? He almost got ugly because he didn’t want to take a rest.” Okay I think Jonghyun already passed his line.
“Hey what do you mean by ugly?”
“Bacuse you didn’t care about yourself anymore. Lack of sleep, not eating, you’re like a zombie!” said Jonghyun. Well it isn’t my fault if I’m so worried about Jinki, right? He’s my everything; I can’t life without him. “Then I’ll be the prettiest zombie ever, and you’ll be my dino pet.” I said in a sarcastic tone.
“You..” but before Jonghyun could finish, Taemin cut his words. “Hyuuung! Can we stop the fight first?! Jinki hyung had just waken up and how can we welcome him with you two fighting like cats and dogs?” He’s right even thought he’s the smallest between the four of us. He could be more mature than Jonghyun sometimes.
“Hahaha! It’s okay Taemin. I miss their fight too. Especially my beautiful diva” Jinki words made me blush and everyone could see it. I felt so embarrassed but happy at the same time. And all of them are laughing at my red face.
“I’m sorry everyone for making you all worried, especially you Kibum. I know you’ve been through so many hard times. Thank you for still believing in me. Thank you for still waiting for me.” Jinki words really touched my heart and I felt like crying again.
“Of course I’m waiting you! You said you’ll make me happy. You promise that you’ll be with me forever. You promise that you won’t leave me and I believe it.” The tears start to fall again for the second time this day. And I received another hug, another heartwarming hug from Jinki. “I’m home Kibum.” And He kissed me, the kiss that I missed so much. His taste, his warmth, and his touch, I miss Him.
“Welcome home.”
Finally we can be together again all of us.
After the waiting, after the pry that we send to God the answer come.
Finally this room not longer fill with sadness and hopeless.
Finally this room can fill with laugh and happiness.
Finally my tears payed with smile..
Finally I get my angel again..
Lee Jinki, welcome back
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