its like packing up my life

[chocolatiesweet]

sitting in the empty triple where we always watch the oc and we have sooooo many memories was creepy. it's like everything is just gone. our whole lives. and we have no pictures of any of it...just memories. and for now i can remember it perfectly but come fall i know we'll have forgotten. the doors are empty...no white boards or markers or little

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[wespace]

i'm happy for you that you are sad to leave. that sounds retarded but it's not. i am not at all sad to leave, but wish there was something that i would get to miss. i know it sucks that your freshman year is ending, well i don't, but i assume since you cried, but at least when you have to go back to "reality" it's summer. it's summer in LA with your best friends of 7 years. it's road trips, NY trips, skydiving?, montages, movies, concerts, and fun. so be sad, but also be a little happy. if not for yourself at least be happy for me that the worst most suicidal year of my life is coming to an end, and getting to see you and my other friends is really the only reason anything is ok.

[chocolatiesweet]

i am amazingly happy to see you guys and that is why i am happy for summer. but i wish i could just not re-arrange everything and still be with u guys all the time. i dunno. its weird. ok. too late for such intense talk. haha. love u!