It's April and for once im not hyperventilating about the fact that time flies so... [speedy!] but coaxing it faster. the warm weather and ice cream (so... good it should be illegal!) has got me dreaming of summer and a time when ill be old enough to actually follow up on my threats to leave home. I dont need to turn around to know that someones ( Read more... )

i dont think this feeling of confusion is ever going to stop and maybe i should just embrace the spontanious ideas rushing through my head. are? arent? indecisive? yes. My visions blurry and my head is spinning and you're laughing at what just came out of my mouth. Let's leave things like this. Lets stay content with mediocre bad guys, passing ( Read more... )

with weather this gorgeous..i will challenge you to feel like shit! you cant! and if you can well than i suggest you get off your ass and drink away your teenage angst. Lets wear sunglasses and roll the windows down and snake our fingers out of them into the air and pretend its spring and it'll never leave us (promise you'll never leave me). Let ( Read more... )

I am sososososososososososososososSOOOOOO tired of school! One more day. One moorree day. onemoredayonemoredayonemoredayonemoredayonemoredayonemoreday!!!! This antsiness has taken control of me and i think im either gonna fall asleep on you or scream at you but either way you're ok with it so i feel no regret. March is a blur of speaking ( Read more... )

so i dreamt of hollister last night ( Read more... )

after a one month hiatus i slipped into the pool again today..shocked at how natural and normal it felt. im seventeen tomorrow, which is kinda scary but whatever. You think too hard about the hard parts and forget whats so easy. Remember the stuff ordinary people remember. dont forget to breathe. dont forget to kick. exhale, inhale. right arm ( Read more... )

February is officially the greatest month of all time ( Read more... )

Today i woke up refusing to worry about anything. i didn't set the alarm, yet woke up at the exact time you predicted (and with you on my mind). weird huh? all my friends are growing up (happy birthday rhiana) but the funny thing is i never rememeber them being any different or any less beautiful than they are today. i ate my breakfast outside ( Read more... )

Lately i've become immune to the random angry outbursts of angsty teens going through whatever particular adolescent crisis comes along with exams. Maybe i should be more sympathetic, but more and more when people whine and bitch i laugh and grin. I've been sleepwalking, something i never do. I like playing matchmaker but if you try and matchmake ( Read more... )

i am completely convinced that my math tutor had the hots for my piano teacher. everytime he hears a note on the piano he cranes his neck and questions hopefully..."oh, is... is mandy here?" i then catch him catching his own reflection in any somewhat reflective surface. our kitchen cabinets. a spoon. my glasses. its pretty amusing ( Read more... )