I'm sorry that it seems like I don't care, because I do. I'm just somewhat stressed and need a little solitude to pull myself back together. I'll stop the avoiding soon I think.
This shit has been fucking me up for almost 10 years and is probably the reason I don't really reach out to people anymore. Weird how something so old still has an effect.
To Future Self: If you're here again, reading this oldass entry, delete the fucking blog immediately.
yup you rule....i wish i could see more of you...not as in nudity terms but like hanging out and just sitting around with some drinks chips and dip you name it..just hanging out with you would be liiike mega fun to do..
as for me kinda lost at times but it's wut ever really it's not like i'm the only one but yeah..dont know sometimes i just get sooo scared of life really...i say i'm totally ok but sometimes i'm to scared to confess things like i haaave like a whole lot of pride i sometimes find it hard for me me to ask for help...but yeah it's weird kinda working on it but yep....
oh song stuck in my heaaad is by jason mraz...not suuure if that was a total give away about who this is buuut hey i'm sure you would have found out by now
Lol, I'll be sure to hang out with everyone as soon as I can °^_^°
Yeah, I feel lost sometimes too. Don't know how to do what I need to do to move forward. Also, like you, I don't confess things. Maybe I have a lot of pride too!
lol.. you do??? ah well. send me message if you do. but yea. now she just talks to me like i dont matter so i believe i missed my chance. fuckin pride.
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To Future Self: If you're here again, reading this oldass entry, delete the fucking blog immediately.
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yup you rule....i wish i could see more of you...not as in nudity terms but like hanging out and just sitting around with some drinks chips and dip you name it..just hanging out with you would be liiike mega fun to do..
as for me kinda lost at times but it's wut ever really it's not like i'm the only one but yeah..dont know sometimes i just get sooo scared of life really...i say i'm totally ok but sometimes i'm to scared to confess things like i haaave like a whole lot of pride i sometimes find it hard for me me to ask for help...but yeah it's weird kinda working on it but yep....
oh song stuck in my heaaad is by jason mraz...not suuure if that was a total give away about who this is buuut hey i'm sure you would have found out by now
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Yeah, I feel lost sometimes too. Don't know how to do what I need to do to move forward. Also, like you, I don't confess things. Maybe I have a lot of pride too!
P.S. I totally think I know who you are
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