I just watched my mom walk away.  how does she do it? she is so empathetic and caring; always trying to urge me forward. And usually I just crack jokes when she is trying to be serious.  I know she knows I love her though, and I usually follow through with her advice and I think it's amazing that we've managed to have such a good friendship for so ( Read more... )

obviously I don't care at all...however, the plodding beat of that song is awesome...and I'm going to steal it.  For one of my bands. 
Speaking of bands, I will outline that situation as it has become more clear as of the last couple of days.

They are:
"Garbage Can": Mikaela, Lindsey, Dan and I; Bass, Vocals, Guitar, Drums. Hopefully we'll sound all ( Read more... )

Even after 12 hours unconscious.
Yo, does anyone know of this band called Legion of Parasites from the UK. They are from the early 80's. Released a few demos and some other stuff. Pretty tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiighhhhhhhhhhht.

Here's a streaming song:
http://homepages. ( Read more... )

I didn't go to bed until 0530 last night.
I got to class a little late and found out I did pretty good on my mid-term. Which I think is awesome because I like Brain and Behaviour and I like that I'm retaining some things.
I have an outline, a movie review, and a 14 page term paper all due in succession. (ie. right now, tonight, and friday). I don't ( Read more... )

I'm in a "rare" mood tonight. Actually I have been in a bad mood for the past while. It's most likely because of a lack of sleep coupled with the constant presence of things to get done. I always look to the future with a lot of hope. The reason I do that is because I feel like once school is over with I will have a lot of freedom and will get to ( Read more... )

does anyone have a doctor in vancouver? I'm kind of in a bit of a need for one (have been for a while).
sweet.
-chad

here's an update ( Read more... )

 a year ago today I had a cardiac arrest while at a concert in seattle ( Read more... )

I want to say that I haven't written in here (on here?) in a long time because I thought my life was too valuable to spend updating some online journal. You know..."I'm going to attempt to do something tactile, something that will last". Well, it turns out I just spend 3 hours watching hockey fights on youtube (hahahahahaha) and looking at the ( Read more... )

I just thought in my mind that somewhere in Australia you're walking around and talking and laughing and looking so perfect, and then I thought that in less than 2 months (that long?) I'll get to look at the real you, not these pictures that sometimes mock you with that there but not quite neon light. 
I love you.