I just had a lot of really nice things to say, but stupid livejournal messed it all up and I lost the fucking page! My original mood was content, but now it is aggravated!!! Boo!!!
Just talk to me if you want to know how I feel. Boooourns!!!!

man, this sucks. all my bitches are unhappy. and i'm unhappy. so we're just one big ball of unhappiness. shiieeet.

kellen, i love you bee. you will always be my one and only, babe. i'll always be here for you no matter what. no matter what i fucking say, i'm talking outta my ass when i say stupid shit. carina is my FUCKING LOVER. man, what would i do without carina? she is my savior, my love, my philosopher, my everything. bless you baby. so many good ( Read more... )

i love you so much. what can i say? i just want to be with you so badly. i will wait for you. i'm so sorry that i hurt you. what i wouldn't give to just hold you in my arms and tell you i love until eternity. even though i still see you and talk to you, i miss you so much. frankly, this fucking sucks.

i like how philosophy has become popular once two or more people get into it. what's next? archaoeology?

The words that keep appearing in my head over and over are "completely replaced, completely forgotten." Over and over. It's like a mallet crushing my skull. Over and over. Completely replaced, completely forgotten.

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Carina, you're all I need...

I had one last night. I was so scared because I hadn't had one in a good three months, which is amazing. And then last night, it just dawned on me as I was trying to fall asleep. I jolted awake, my heart breaking out of my chest, my breath leaving me. I scrabbled for the phone in a sea of tears. I was so afraid of myself. I felt so toxic, so ( Read more... )

Man, my breath smells like coffee. I'm sitting in Jay's room while he sleeps and I'm supposed to be typing my essay. But instead, I'm reading the wonderful posts that all you beautiful people have written in the past few weeks and I'm just thinking man, you guys are the shit! Like, everyone is so fucking brilliant in what they have to say. ( Read more... )

Jason wouldn't let me pee because he didn't want his mom to know I was here. So, I was like whining like a small child in his bed for about two hours until she finally left for work! And then when I finally peed, it felt so good and it drizzled out of me like it wasn't going to end. Uhhhh, so good. And also sleeping with someone rocks! I would ( Read more... )