Over the weekend, a little bitching

[chironcentaur]

Well, my voice was much better by yesterday morning, not in tip top shape but enough so that I could talk a reasonable amount without sounding like I just crawled forth from the grave or dissolving into coughing fits because my voice was scratching at the back of my throat too much

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[acousticdryad]

I know how you feel, a lot actually. I don't think I'm that particular person, only because I don't consider myself cute and cuddly :P But you just can't get along with everyone. And everyone needs a break from society now and then (or in my case, I could do a permanent break from society).

Anyway, glad you're feeling better physically at least.

[chironcentaur]

Oh gods no, it isn't you. Its no one on my friend's list (naturally). Actually you'd fall into the category of people I want to get to know better.

I know very well I can't get along with everyone, and I certainly don't try to. In general I would prefer to keep those I don't like much at arm's length and those I can't stand somewhere far over the hills where I can't see them anymore. If I only ever had to see her once a week at the grove I could live with that, I wouldn't love it but I could live with it. But my gods, every time we have any sort of social function, she's always invited, she's always here, and that makes it harder. Like I said, I'm alone in my opinions (not in my assessment, people seem to agree its accurate, just no one sees it as the problem that I do).

Permanent break from society can be a good thing. :-)

And thanks, its good to feel better. But of course if I only get one real cold this winter, its going to have to be a bad one.

[chironcentaur]

I didn't say horrible, I said too harsh. Difference

[chironcentaur]

You'll have to explain more in detail exactly where this impression comes from in order for me to respond more fully. No I don't think you're just tolerating me, I don't think I can be tolerated really, if you didn't actually like me to some degree I would've driven you all nuts by now.

However that doesn't mean I feel like I really belong here either. And I get reminded of that again and again every time we have a lot of people over and I find there's really no one around for me to talk to, that there's people I really hate around and that they're well liked by everyone else. It can occasionally feel like I was allowed in by mistake even if I know that's not the case (forgive me for overly focusing on the negative side, it is typically the only side I've ever had). I am at best an "insider's outsider" as you jokingly put it once, and that position is by its very nature a precarious one.

[skye_windsinger]

I just wanted to state, the cute and cuddly thing only works for so long...I'm pretty much fed up with "you know who" and acknowledge her only because I'm a bit of a coward and don't want a confrontation at this time. I'm getting pretty tired of this person's lurking without contributing anything except distraction. Just my 2 cents...

And I don't think you're too harsh. Honestly, I'm getting to the point you are at...just taking my time with it. If this is the same person we're talking about here.