I love being home

[chironcentaur]

About twelve hours after getting off the train, and my health improved drastically. Renee says I looked like three miles of pounded shit when I walked out of Penn Station, but the cold that just wouldn't go away left the building pretty damn quickly once my not quite vacation was over. Not that I'm fit to go run a marathon now or anything, still

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[chironcentaur]

I wish I could say that I never put my fist through a window, or punched something until I tore my hand up. When I get to that point, I am beyond overwhelmed. And I got to be real careful with that too, because I can hurt myself pretty badly and not feel the effects of it until much later (you should hear about my adventures playing with practice poi, my skin free fingers and hideously bruised knee that I couldn't walk on for a few days, never felt a thing until I happened to look down and notice it).

It is amazing the things that stress can do to you. Maybe one of these days I'll figure out how to handle it a little bit better. :-)

[erl_queen]

Reading all of this, I wonder - have I ever talked to you about Somafera? Some of the practices might be helpful at channelling that anger and aggression and also helping your physical health at the same time. Helped my immune system immensely, for one thing. If you're willing to get very physical, and to embrace those so-called "negative emotions" directly, you might find it interesting.

[chironcentaur]

No, I don't believe you have. Could be interesting. Send me an email, when you get a minute. :-)