Comments | chillinvillin: is it all worth it in the END...!!!

chillinvillin

is it all worth it in the END...!!!

Dec 30, 2004 12:39

WOW it has been a loooooong time since i have updated there is so much that has happened and i don't have a clue where i should begin...FIRST of all this livejournal crap is very childish "where people write things and are f-ing anonymous about it...i'm really tired of that and that made me not even like LIVEJOURNAL or anything to do with posting ( Read more... )

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hey pshyco_lover December 30 2004, 10:53:23 UTC

look Blake... hey this is lauren one of bianca's best friend (u will be meeting me this summer) but i just want you to know that drew is in love with bianca...and you are too...ppl who are in love with the same girl are bound to not want the other guy to see the girl i am guessing drewfus (nickname) thinks that since you see her everyday almost that he should be able to spend some time with her during his flight down here...look babe I'm not trying to be a bitch or i hope i am NOT sounding like one but i am just trying to put it in another light for you....

hmb whenever if u want ta talk

LAUREN COBAIN

Re: hey chillinvillin December 30 2004, 12:00:36 UTC

he has seen her this whole trip my DOG he is sleeping 10 steps away from her every night . Him being there doesn't or shouldn't mean that she has to shut me out thats just not right thats all i'm saying.i'm still her boy-friend when he leaves.It jsut bothers me that the only way she can make him feel good or whatever is by shuting me out completely. NOW you tell me should it be that way.SHOULD IT......i am bending in alot of ways and BIANCA knows it ..he on the other hand isn't and thats not right.HEs not an issue cause i don't even know him i only care about her.she is my MAIN issue cause i love her with all my heart. IF i didn't this stuff wouldn't matter. BUT thankyou for commenting something that wasn't totally mean because all of her friends tend to take her side and i feel like shit when that happens. cause they all know her and drew so likely they all side with her and him and not me.. :-)

Re: hey pshyco_lover December 31 2004, 05:33:57 UTC

your'e right hun... and it should bother you that he is sleeping 10 steps away from her..and i can see that you really love her...so in the end you and bonca will work things out. oh and u can ask bianca i am not the mean type...and yeah i know drew (he's one of my best friends and i am the one that hooked them up) but i can see that u are hurt...i am sorry blake get better

*brad paisley's wife*

Re: hey chillinvillin January 1 2005, 20:26:13 UTC

you know i really was hurt alot ...and know one knows how that feels to be shut out but thats ok cause i love her i jsut don't want to feel like crap all the time thats all....thanks though i appreciate you saying that alot.!

dakota115 December 30 2004, 11:00:58 UTC

Im sry that all this happened blake.. and you told me to comment on ur journal lolz but I dont really know what to say right now.. so I will think about it and get back to ya... lolz! I hope that you had an Awesome Christmas otherwise! byez!

dakota115 December 30 2004, 13:06:16 UTC

mm k so i thought about it! lolz! Basically..heres what I am thinking...first of all..it is completely okay for her and drew to be friends, you even said that yourself, and they are always going to be friends, the only thing that I can say though is that it was really really weird for her to completely stop returning ur calls and texts, while he was there, so that you couldnt talk to her. Thats the only thing that seems a lil off. bcuz even though hes her friend and she needs to spend time with him ur still going to be her boyfriend and friend when he leaves. so I mean with her not responding to you.. it seems like she was saying she just didnt wanna talk to you, and if thats true then its not kool bcuz you are friends with her too, thats what comes with being in a relationship. I mean I could be completely off by saying this and I dont want to take sides but I mean have you asked her if she might still have feelings for him? bcuz she was dating him when she met you, and did leave him and started dating you, but it kinda looks like ( ... )

I'M SO HAPPY NOW chillinvillin December 30 2004, 22:03:21 UTC

YOU COULDN'T HAVE SAID THE LAST PART ANY BETTER THAN I COULD OF I DO LOVE HER MORE THAN ANY GIRL I HAVE DATED AND FOR ME I PLAN ON KEEPING THIS ONE AND MARRYING HER IN THE END...THATS WHATS WORTH IT IN THE END FOR ME.....WE SOLVED EVERYTHING AND WE HAVE A NEW BEGINING I HOPE I ALWAYS FEEL WANTED I NEVER WANT HER NOT TO WANT ME I JUST WANT TO FEEL THAT SHE CARES.THATS ALL I WANT..:-)

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anonymous January 28 2005, 02:21:57 UTC

you sound like a fucking girl.

anonymous January 30 2005, 22:08:59 UTC

yeah, he is pretty pathetic

this isn't love it's OBSESSION

anonymous February 1 2005, 02:49:42 UTC

i agree...you sound like a girl. freak. -jessica-