I got a B+ in my summer class I took and I didnt go to 2 of 6 classes, I never read, And I didn't do my final 10 page paper? How does that happen. Maybe I should only go to college in the summer damn.

I do really stupid things sometimes and they end up being great. I also have really bad taste in men and need to find someone who's not a pot-head, not a loser, not too depressed to talk to me, and someone who's not cocky. I don't think thats too much to ask for right? Anyone who wants to spend time with me in the next 9 days, let me know.

I used to be a lot skinnier, a lot prettier, a lot blonder, more confident, less tired, broke, happy, innocent, more intellectual, a lot cleaner, tougher, probably healthier. Whats happened I hate growing up or whatever lately.

I need a change in my life. I feel like I do the same thing repeatedly. Maybe it will make me love myself more.

I feel like a lot of situations suck right now and I should be fighting to resolve them,but I don't want to. I'm on my way to feeling positive and happy a good portion of every day. So if you suck don't bring me down with you, otherwise I probably love you.

i don't think I have dusted or vacuumed my room in almost a year since I've moved into it. I sit on my floor and I actually get dirty. sick.

I don't know who I am anymore.

-Insomnia sucks!!! 3am. I have to wake up in 4 hours and give a 20 minutes oral Spanish presentation pshhh right ( Read more... )

There is always goign to be something standing in the way for you isn't there. I will wait and feel like this forever I guess. Until I get some guts and stand up for myself. I really hope that happens soon. But its not just wiht you, all my relationships seem to always have something standing in the way. Maybe it is just me. I just don't want to ( Read more... )

I feel soo used and stupid, very stupid. I guess it will fade with time just like everything else. damn