I've had a million visions, bad and good...

[child_of_zion]

Wow. I don't know why the hell anyone would kill Elliott.. but this is interesting:

Elliott Smith Autopsy Inconclusive; Police Investigation Remains Open


I know I'm young and dumb and, perhaps, I only know a quarter of what I'll learn in the future, but here are some major things that I've learned in my 21 years.

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[child_of_zion]

jeez, It's not like I'm hyojoon.. I was able to figure that out on my own, thank you very much.

[child_of_zion]

my gosh! do i sense some kindness and hope in you?

actually, I was thinking that everyone has the capacity to do you harm.. but, yes, they also have the capacity to be very kind too.. but I wouldn't expect it

but there is nothing wrong with being sad and wishing for complete happiness

For me, and speaking only for me, I don't "wish" for complete happiness.. whenever I'm going through a hard time I respect it as something I must endure and appreciate the learning experience and I take the necessary steps to adjust the situation or my attitude

you're an idiot........

"Smoking is Cool... and you know it!" - Chandler

[i_fall_apart]

the last two are the best. & oooo, so deep.

[child_of_zion]

If you disagree with the list.. you are wrong.. simple as that. lol

stacie orrico was really hot in that video "stuck" when she was wearing all those simple, teenage clothes.. she has a natural beauty, but, yes, she fucks it up with weird makeup and weird lashes.. like an ordinary italian girl..

[realitydreamer]

I disagree with number 2. It's ok to need someone else; the problem is that the other person in the relationship must acknowledge and accept responsibility for fulfilling that need, and most don't WANT to; they're selfish and want THEIR needs fulfilled with minimum effort on their part. Luckily, I have found one who so far, after a few rocky intermissions, is beginning to understand this concept. But what I've learned is that I no longer have to mourn the loss of a relationship due to the failure of meeting those needs on either part. Make sense?

3 can also be restated in the classic "Perception IS reality."

Good call on 17.

NONONO on 18!!! NO!! I smoked for 25 years. I'm still suffering for that after eleven years' being quit.

Your LJ name is NOT gay, and I want to see a picture of you, damnit!!

[child_of_zion]

1) yes, it makes sense. if only I could stop mourning the loss of a relationship for those reasons.

2) couldn't have said it better myself.

3) Thanks. I always know what to do.. getting off my ass is the hard part.

4) I've stopped smoking (I just smoke socially now).. but, come on man.. it looks so cool, doesn't it?

5) all in due time, all in due time. I really should post pics.. too bad I don't have a scanner, a digital camera, or like any pictures of myself. I'll get around to doing it this next week.. if you have friendster click on the link in my bio and you'll find some pics of me in there..