The last straw is falling

[chikmonkey]

ok before I write another of my songs heres what went down yesterday, I worked for a couple hours then later watched Bo dogs Battle of the bands, then heres when the shit hit the fan. I got a couple texts from Brandon thinking oh whats this about? so I check them first one I'm working are you? Curious I thought, so the next one says just got of

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Thanks a bunch you rock and stuff

[chikmonkey]

oh really ya for some reason pain and conflict seem to be my greatest muse, oh the irony! Thanks though I like to have people read my stuff, I think if the people who I wrote the songs about heard them, it might be a different story.
I've grown up having to cope with pain and learning to trust more, I'm a bit cautious about who I let in my circle of trust you know. I like getting a positive response from a horrible time or trauma I've been through.
I'll probably write some more, maybe send a few your way, if you want, Mandy.

finally breathing

[chikmonkey]

sup, thanks I finally ended it with my jerk-off of a boyfriend, it turns out he has the dating style of a 6th grader! Can you believe that what a loser right! Anyways now I have to see his ugly ass every time I go to get groceries
oh well. I'm just glad when I look at my cell theres not another message from him waiting. Sorry I'm rambling a little,Mandy.

Re: finally breathing

[chikmonkey]

I thankfully don't work there with him and sometimes I go to a smaller store
but Cub is closer so I'll end up having to go there sooner or later.
I will try to avoid him whenever possible,Mandy.