*sigh*

[chikadee_nz]

So why is it when i'm having a bad time of it, i always feel motivated to write in this thing? truth is, is that if i write whats truely on my mind then people might read it and say 'i told you so' and i really don't think i can take people thinking it. this place has its highs and lows, though lately more lows... sure everytime i talk to my

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Awww honey!!!

[mrmarknz]

I miss you more than you know too, every day i wish i could just go visit you like i did when u were in church st.

As soon as i have some leave owing i'm coming over, and we're so gonna make the most of it.

IF you decided to come home, no one would call you a failure, i sure wouldnt.
Aussie isnt a easy place to be/live.

I'm gonna top up my phone soon and i'll call you and we can have a nice long chat ok?

Luv & hugs,

Mark

Re: Awww honey!!!

[chikadee_nz]

i love you you gorgeous creature, am crying while i type this, i miss you heaps. i'm sure things will pick up, i just have to be patient. but you know me..patience isn't exactly one of my virtues. i do find myself thinking about church street allot, i think i was truely happy, my lifestyle was the shit, i had heaps of food, i had my best mates (you) i had a styley tv and a car and it wasn't very often that i had no money, shit i was even in a possition where if something did go wrong with the car i was able to afford to get it fixed. life was good. i didn't appreciate it. did you know my gut instinct told me not to move? but i ignored it and went with the advice given to me by others, when i should have listened to you and myself. what a dumb ass. will call you tonight, its cheaper i got heaps of credit. *hugs* txt me when you want me to call.

Re: Awww honey!!!

[mrmarknz]

Ok sweetheart.

Matt thinks u should come home too if u feel that u should, mums old fashioned so she says stick at it lol.

I'm gonna start a "save my jo" fund and start saving up money so if u do need emergency move money i'll have some i can donate.