Twenty-Ninth Ink Drop [Action]

[chiisaichou]

[Miyabi didn't have much to apologize for, like any of the rest of people. For the most part, she acted the same, despite how she had aged and changed. Even so, the poncle didn't know how to feel about the change. She...had been an Envoy. A real Celestial Envoy, just like she wanted. And even the Chieftess of Ponc'Tan to boot

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/may be so slow

[mikangirl]

[She's going camping tomorrow, so it stands to reason Nami's having one last fling with the bar tonight. This here would be a redhead peering over her drink at you, Miya, and trying to make sure for herself you're actually the Miya she knows |D]

[chiisaichou]

I-I'm scared...and confused, I guess. [She looks back down at the beautiful painting her older self did, and continues.] I was an Envoy, like I always wanted to be. But...it was a littler different; not what I was expecting, I guess. I was happy the way I was, but I...I could never go to the Celestial Plain. That other me, she made that choice and seemed to accept it, and even now I feel like I know more about the world, but...I felt a deep, crushing weight on my chest from that I--I mean, the other me, from what she'd been hiding.

I guess I'm just wondering if I'll ever end up like that. If it's real or not. If I'll ever even become a Celestial Envoy. I'm no where near this level... [Miyabi sighed and leaned her head against her arms. It was like a wake-up call, or a slap in the face. Being so good, and reverting back to mediocrity, it just showed her how long a road she really has to walk.]

[mikangirl]

[She doesn't have the context for the tough choices Miya has to make here, so Nami is quiet a moment, thinking it through.]

Knowing it's a little different, is it a choice you'd make anyway if you were given the chance?