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I can't even.
I'm gonna lose my mind before it's over with. I can't sleep. I'm just thinking about Wednesday and being stuck with mom. I have to go to her appointment, wait a few hours in between it doing who knows what then go to mine.
I didn't have the guts to tell her it's not my boyfriend not having a job bugging me. It's her. If I could be living in a stable ( Read more... ) -
Money woes.
Literally if I afford just food this month and pay my bills I'll be okay. I don't need anything extra. Everything will be okay. Stop worrying, me.
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Okay...
I don't really expect anyone to read this stuff. But I wanna say, long story...
Hunter and me broke up. Our mental health was clashing.
I'm so fat now I'm gonna go to a weight loss clinic most likely. Gonna call the doc. They were supposed to call my fat ass.
Anyways. I guess my anorexia is cured from back in 2006 or whatever I used to write about. I ( Read more... ) -
Oh dear...
Pretty sick.... ear infection and sinus infection.... stomach flu... now I'm wondering if I'm getting strep throat. -
HICCUP
Hiccups. :( I was asleep when I got too hot... woke up, sat up, then hiccups. Gimme a break.
I told Hunter he should keep track of his receipts. Come to find out that he rarely checks his bank app on the phone anymore. That coud do it. I check mine every time I spend. -
Sleep issues.
I had stayed up a day and a half straight then got 5 hours sleep. -w-; -
Meds.
Not having my antipsychotic in the AM took a toll on me. I need to take my PM pills with my new med.... but did Dr. Jeffery forget that I even have AM antispychotics? :( Did he want to lower them? Is Ambilify stronger than Loxapine so I need less Loxapine? Darn it. Depending on what happens, I'll call Dr. Jeffery. I woke up crying and sniveling -
So, got a message...
I got a message from the ebay seller saying my measurements were too big. I knew it. :( -
Darn it.
So... my seifuku order was canceled. :( Looks like they can't make it in my size. ;A; I'm so fat I can't even cosplay. T_T No Halloween costume for me. I was hoping this wouldn't happen. After all.... it said ANY SIZE. #heartbreak ( Read more... ) -
Seifuku for Halloween, Thyroid stuff, and anime!
I ordered a generic school uniform for Halloween. None of mine fit right now. :( It was $22.99 and hopefully it's tailored correctly. Once I got a mess of one which the top was too short. I got Hunter's mom to sew the top to the bottom... but then the whole thing was tight at the waist. It was a disaster ( Read more... )