Optimistic?

[chickendancer]

It is the dreaded finals week, but that is not what is stressing me out. Its everything else in my life, the constant stressors that keep me from being completely happy ever again. I don't believe I will ever be completely happy ever again, I have lost so much in this past year, so much that has broken me, made my heart shatter into pieces. Slowly

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[diogenesshadow]

It's very difficult going through hard times without putting up walls. Once one has experienced such a devastating loss... I think that confusion and such is expected. Don't feel bad about keeping up a smile even though you're in a state of turmoil, I'm sure you're not being entirely fake, you probably are enjoying that moment and the people you are with, well, we have quite a history of friendship. You know that you can talk to me whenever you need someone, I'll be here. I don't even have to say anything, you can talk to me and I can listen. Winter Break will be soon, we should definitely hang out.