I feel lost.... Long rant/thoughts/novel type thing lol.

Apr 26, 2009 20:11

Okay so right now, i feel lost. I don't which way is up. I dunno maybe it's because i feel like im beign left behind again. Everyone knows what they are doing with their lives. I have no clue. People have plans for the future i don't. Well...not for the near future. But my future right now is getting back to college to get onto uni and then study ( Read more... )

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kilik_hiwatari April 30 2009, 04:33:53 UTC
well, I get like that sometimes and have found out it's actually connected with my depression but there're many other explanations for mood swings and the like (hormones, pms etc). I did notice at Kita that you looked down and depressed at times *hugs* I think it's natural for you to feel protective of crystal and want her to be with you and have her attention all the time because you're in love with her. The best thing to do would be to talk to her, that might make things easier if something were to happen again. I'm sure she'd understand and be very supportive and try to cheer you up. Not only that, you're worried about your health which is only adding more pressure and stress to you, which might also account for the mood swings. You shouldn't hate yourself for it, although I find the best way to begin liking yourself is when friends compliment you on things and say nice things about you and your character. when you hear the good things they think of you, you start to see these things more clearly and begin to like them. I hope this ( ... )

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