Something Deep Inside (Chapter 13)

Jun 19, 2009 22:13

Something Deep Inside - Chapter 13

It has only been a few days but YunHo was restless as hell. Classes is one but JaeJoong took most of his brain. The latter has been avoiding him no matter how many times YunHo wanted to talk. He tried calling but JaeJoong seemed to avoid him. He tried sms, still JaeJoong wouldn't reply. He tried waiting after his class, just to hear JaeJoong didn't take the class. He tried asking JunSu and KiBum but they keep forgetting because their boyfriends occupied most of their mind.

He didn't know what came over him when he indulged himself into ChangMin's hobby - peeping. He locked himself in the bathroom, sometimes YooChun would barged in and stripping himself in front of him to take a shower. Funny how YooChun's tone body didn't quite trigger his insides but just a smile from JaeJoong will easily make him fall a flight of stairs.

YunHo finally had enough and decided to ask HeeChul instead. He knew the latter will not reveal much about the future, saying it will end up worst than disaster, but he really need his help - for once.

Stepping into the cafe, he spotted his cousin having some sweet coffee time with KiBum. HeeChul was busy chatting with his friends while hugging the tray on his chest. YunHo thought it will be best if he try the last time, so he walked towards his cousin.

"Have you seen JaeJoong?" YunHo asked, keeping his voice level.

ChangMin looked at YunHo and gave him a questioning look. YunHo shifted his weight a bit; he never was any good at hiding things from ChangMin. He wouldn’t be surprised if ChangMin was able to guess what happened just by looking at him.

"No" ChangMin said simply taking a sip of coffee.

“Why, did you need something?” KiBum asked.

"No” YunHo said a little too quickly. Even HeeChul whose done chatting, gave him a curious look for that one. It was then that something caught his eyes.

"Looks like you gave in" HeeChul said with a sly smile.

YunHo starlted, about to ask the obvious question when the sex-freak pointed just under his collar.

YunHo's hand automatically went up to his neck where HeeChul was pointing. He felt silly as soon as he did so. It wasn’t like it's going to show, he wore a turtleneck.

But he knew what HeeChul meant. There was a mark. He found out that night when he was about to take a shower. He knew JaeJoong must have made that one but instead of feeling guilty for cheating, his heart did a back flip.

YunHo couldn’t help but smile back as HeeChul gave an understanding nod, with a pinch of sly smile.

“JaeJoong's over there” ChangMin said with a small nod before he took another sip of coffee.

YunHo head snapped in the direction and there was JaeJoong who looked away as soon as he could but for a second their eyes met and YunHo was scared by what he saw there. JaeJoong’s eyes never could completely hide his feelings and right now it looked like JaeJoong was regretting coming here.

“Thanks” YunHo said quickly. Without looking back at the three, he went over to where JaeJoong seemed be rooted to the spot.

As YunHo got closer, JaeJoong was fighting not to run in the other direction.

YunHo felt the anger leapt up in his chest at this. What was JaeJoong thinking he was going to do, punch him?

YunHo wasn’t sure what he was going to say to JaeJoong. Part of him wanted to talk about the other night, but with the way he was acting, YunHo wasn’t sure that he would be able to have civil conversation right now.

“YunHo” JaeJoong said as YunHo came to a stop before him. He opened his mouth to say something more and YunHo waited for about thirty seconds.

“Jae, we need to talk” YunHo started off. JaeJoong broke eye contact with him and looked down at the floor.

"I better go” And with that JaeJoong walked past YunHo in what would have seemed a casual fashion.

YunHo turned around and looked at JaeJoong’s back as he walked away. Why did it seem like JaeJoong was always walking away from him? YunHo had to try one last time.

“Jae, wait a sec.” He called out.

JaeJoong stopped and turned around. “Yeah?”

“Could we talk about this after class? Over dinner maybe?” YunHo asked quickly. When JaeJoong didn’t answer, YunHo continued “I wont take no for an answer”

JaeJoong nodded slowly. “Sure”

'Well at least I sort of getting somewhere' thought YunHo as he watched JaeJoong walking away from him.

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It's funny how life works. JaeJoong really wasn’t expecting to see YunHo; if he was he would have put on a shirt. He thought YunHo said dinner. It isn't dinner time yet.

JaeJoong opened to door to see YunHo standing at his front door.

JaeJoong was shocked into silence, while YunHo took in the sight of the half-nakedness.

“You know Jae, you shouldn’t answer the door dressed like that, someone might think to jump you” YunHo said with a smile as he let himself in.

JaeJoong closed the door behind him. “What are you doing here?”

“What do you think Jae? Chances are if I didn’t come over we would be dancing around each other for days and I don’t want that.” As YunHo talked JaeJoong walked over to his room and grabbed a shirt that was nearest to the door.

“About the other night.” YunHo started out. “I know I was drunk but -“

"I'm sorry"

“Jae, there is nothing to forgive. If I remember other night correctly I climbed on top of you” YunHo stood in front of him.

“What you did YunHo doesn’t change what I did. I should have had more self-control. I’m sorry” JaeJoong shook his head slowly. He looked into YunHo's eyes and somehow managed to speak through the lump in his throat.

YunHo didn't say anything. He couldn't say anything. His throat was not allowing words to be passed through it. So he did the only logical thing he could think to do at a time like this. The only way he could think to say everything without saying anything.

He kissed JaeJoong.

JaeJoong was so shocked at first he couldn't move. Then when the familiar feel of YunHo's lips on his own sank in, he kissed him back even though he knew he probably shouldn't. But it just felt so good. So right.

They both kept their eyes closed, lost in a familiar feeling neither one ever wanted to let go.

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KiBum could feel his anger boiling as he fell down and hearing ChangMin's laughter. It was the same sort of laughter KiBum'd give his brother whenever he tried to say something in Spanish. He couldn't do more than just smile wryly and get up. Sometimes ChangMin would reach out his hand to help him, but KiBum was too proud to simply take that. He got up by himself - trembling and pretty sure he wouldn't make it, but he did. After that, he managed to stand on his blades for about five seconds before losing balance again.

ChangMin threw himself in to catch him. "I got you!!"

Useless, he wasn't born for that. KiBum was a Miami kid, he loved the sun and the beach. The skate boarding, well, that he only tried once when he was 15 and it turned out to have a broken leg and a dislocated shoulder.

"Once more." ChangMin helped KiBum to get straight and, once he felt him settle on a firm spot, started letting him go. "Easy now... easy now... There you go-"

"I DON'T THINK SO!!!"

"Oh, my God!!" ChangMin screamed, or even laughed, seeing KiBum danced on his board and wave his arms around to prevent himself to fall. No good. He was on the cement again, one hand still on ChangMin's.

"This is not funny!!"

"Let me do the judging!" ChangMin snickered then broke into a mighty loud laugh. "It is!"

"Shut up" KiBum said with a glare.

"Wanna do that again?" ChangMin wriggled his brows.

"You like seeing me fall?"

"Not literally but you are funny -"

"Go to hell!" KiBum puffed angrily as he made a quick step to his apartment.

He really thought ChangMin could be more considerate and romantic like YooChun. JunSu had told him about the date he had with YooChun and KiBum thought it would be a great idea to have ChangMin teaching him something while being lovey-dovey. Guess he thought wrong! That idiot is nothing but silly, childish and stupid.

"KiBum-ah" ChangMin blocked his boyfriend from walking away. "You said you wanted to learn"

"You're not teaching me!!! You're laughing your ass off!!!"

"That's how I learnt! YunHo-hyung was laughing when I fall. I got up and try again" ChangMin explained.

"He's your hyung, he can be evil!" KiBum shouted. "I'm your boyfriend. You obviously don't care about me!"

"I told you I don't know how to teach but you insisted" ChangMin quickly add.

"So, now it's my fault!!!?"

"Well, if you allowed me to bring you to the pool instead, it wouldn't be like this"

"ChangMin, it's freezing cold. Who in their right mind will go have a dip in a pool?" KiBum stomped his way past ChangMin.

"KiBum, wait!!!" ChangMin went back to take his skateboard.

"Ouch!" KiBum yelped, kneeling on the grass.

ChangMin turned in alarm to see KiBum holding his upper arm as he squeezed his eyes shut and cursed under his breathe. The tall boy moved quickly to KiBum’s other side and attempted to pull his hand away from the affected area.

“KiBum, let me see” ChangMin said stilling his hand on KiBum’s. He noticed a soccer ball a couple of feet away and realized that must have been what hit him.

KiBum opened his eyes and gazed trustingly into ChangMin’s. He finally relaxed his hand allowing ChangMin to pull it away so he could inspect the damage.

“That’s gonna bruise really bad” ChangMin whispered running his fingertips lightly over the already forming bruise. At KiBum’s sharp intake of breathe he stilled his hand once again but did not remove it. “I’m sorry. Did I hurt you?”

“No” KiBum answered honestly shaking his head “It’s Fi-“

“Hey! Can I have the ball back?”

ChangMin jumped to his feet. Anger visible on his face as the dark haired boy of about his age approached.

“What?” The guy asked shifting uncomfortably under the ChangMin's glare.

“You need to watch what you’re doing with that stupid thing” ChangMin answered.

The guy looked guilty as he glanced at KiBum's arm. “Look...I’m sorry...”

“You’re SORRY?!” ChangMin spoke angrily. “You’re lucky I’m not kicking your damn ass for hurting him”

“ChangMin-“ KiBum tried to cut in before anything are about to happen, gestured for the boy to leave.

The boy retrieved his ball and quickly left. KiBum released his grip.

“You should have let me hit him” ChangMin grumbled as they both sat down on the grass. ChangMin moved his arm back to the blushing boy’s arm “How is it?”

“Kinda sore” KiBum grimaced cursing the fact that he’d only been wearing a tank top.

Without thinking about the implications ChangMin leaned down and placed a gentle kiss on the bruise. “Better?”

KiBum’s jaw had dropped slightly but he managed a barely understandable. “Huh? Uh...yeah”

“Are you really okay?” ChangMin asked, still rubbing the bruise gently.

“Uh-huh” KiBum nodded then looked away. Hiding his super red face. ChangMin is considerate and romantic after all.

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"JunSu-hyung? What are you doing here?" ChangMin asked as he saw JunSu standing in front of his apartment door.

YooChun had called him earlier for dinner later at his place after his roomies called at the very last minute to not cook for them.

"I'm looking for YooChun" JunSu said, after telling the boy that he had just arrived and was about to ring the bell.

"Come in!" ChangMin unlocked the door and invited him in.

"How's your date with KiBum?"

"Good!" ChangMin blushed as he thought of his date earlier. KiBum had given him a kiss goodnight. Then recovers as he motioned JunSu to follow him, stopped in front of YooChun's door and knocked lightly. When there's no answer, he deemed safe to open the door.

YooChun was about to pull on his sleep shirt when ChangMin barged in with JunSu. The latter was shocked to see YooChun's bare back. He froze as YooChun was as he turned around.

"Oh, I'm sorry!" JunSu apologized, quickly ran out. ChangMin mouthed a 'Sorry' before closing the door. He apologized to JunSu before excused himself to go to his room.

Face turned a light shade of red then JunSu paused as he thought of the marks on YooChun's back. He quickly opened the door and YooChun met with a second fright when JunSu walked nearer to him.

JunSu puts his hands on YooChun's shoulder to turn him around so he could see his back.

There were scars, bruises and some old injuries.

JunSu brought his hand and brushed gentle fingers over the bruised skin. He didn't miss YooChun's slight flinch to the careful caress.

"Where did you get this one from?" JunSu caressed over the long stitched mark.

"When I met you" YooChun had no idea what else to say. He didn't want to let JunSu recalled about the bully so he opted for the good thing from it.

Tears brimming as it flows down, JunSu brought his hands up as he tenderly massaged the area around the mark. He leaned forward slightly and kissed it.

YooChun relaxed into JunSu's caress, shuddered as he felt warm tongue move over his skin. He could feel something wet against his back. With a soft voice, he called out, "JunSu?"

With one last kiss to the bruised flesh, JunSu pulled away from placing featherly kisses from his back to his shoulder then to the jawline. His arms then wrapped around the waist from the back. With more tears flowing, JunSu whispers, "I'm sorry, Chunnie"

YooChun turns around and cupped JunSu's face, whispers to him as to ensure him that everything is okay, he's alright now.

"Hey...it's a long time ago. I'm okay now." YooChun kissed the flowing tears from those beautiful eyes.

"If it wasn't for me -"

YooChun silenced him with a soft and sweet but desperate kiss. "Sshhh...don't say anymore"

JunSu wrapped his arms around YooChun, careful not to hurt his new bruises and gently pulled him for a kiss.

It was passionate and full with love. Eyes were closed as tongues collide, savoring the taste of each other, breathings getting heavier.

YooChun backed JunSu until they were on the bed.

Hands were everywhere, moans were heard but they didn't quite continue after that when a sudden intruder barged into the room. It was ChangMin, standing as he watched the scene in front.

YooChun was still in his loose trousers with a very messy hair and JunSu was panting on the bed, clearly embarrassed as he hid his face with the comforter.

"YAH!!! Don't you f*cking knock anymore!!!????" YooChun yelled as he grabbed a pillow and hurled at the intruder.

"OH DEAR GOD!!!!" ChangMin yelled on top of his lungs as he quickly dodged the pillow by closing the door behind him and runs back to his own room. "LOCK THE F*CKING DOOR NEXT TIME!!!"

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**@ Something Deep Inside - Chapter 14 @**

fic: something deep inside

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