Chapter 19 (Part 2)
Title: The Course of True Love
Pairing: Alex/Olivia
Fandom: Conviction/Law and Order SVU
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: All characters are the property of Dick Wolf and NBC (except for the few I created).
Author's Notes: This story is meant to fill in the gaps for what wasn't shown on Conviction but very well could have happened; however, it begins before Conviction premiered in 2006 and will end after the finale.
Summary: Alex has returned to New York City and been promoted to Bureau Chief. Will she keep her promises to Olivia or will she decide that her career is more important?
Olivia threw her head back and Alex let her tongue trail down her neck, between her breasts, and down her stomach until she reached her destination. “Please, Alex…please…” was all she could get out.
Alex licked her lips hungrily before parting her folds with her tongue. She gently lifted Olivia’s hips and slowly licked up and down the length of her swollen sex.
Olivia reveled in the feeling of her hot wet mouth on her. “In-inside,” she ordered. She had waited so long for this moment, and she was ready to come. She had tried so hard to fight her feelings, and it felt so cathartic and natural to just be true to herself and give her heart what it craved just like she’d encouraged Alex to do for so long. The light in her previously benumbed soul shone brightly once again, ignited by the love she allowed herself to feel.
Alex removed her fingers and pushed her tongue inside as far as it would go. Her tongue writhed intricately and elegantly against her walls like a snake being summoned by a charmer. She gently stroked her thighs and her stomach, which were each covered with a thin layer of sweat.
Intently watching her work her magic, Olivia reached down and massaged Alex’s scalp as she expertly dashed her tongue in and out of her, alternating between lovingly caressing her folds and her inner walls. She whimpered in ecstasy and tightened her legs around her ribcage as Alex ran her tongue over her engorged clit. She took the hard button into her mouth and sucked to her heart’s content while it pulsed against her tongue.
For several more minutes, Alex continued to give her enough stimulation to bring her close to the edge but not yet send her over it. With each scream of passion from Olivia, she thrust harder. She could feel Olivia’s walls clench and release against her tongue and knew that she was close. Her thighs started trembling and she could no longer hold back her climax, which like a shockwave set off Alex’s own tremors. Alex moaned as Olivia’s delicious juices bathed her taste buds and flowed down her waiting throat. She pumped her tongue inside a few more times and pinched her clit to evoke another round of convulsions.
Olivia struggled to catch her breath as the blinding light obliterated all coherent thoughts and her ability to see, hear, or feel anything that wasn’t Alex. She felt as if she was dying from the incessant pleasure that held her captive.
Alex held onto Olivia for dear life as the waves of their orgasms continued to uproot their very essence. During the moments when the last vestiges started to dissipate, she gently licked the rest of the juices from her center as if the nectar flowing from Olivia’s core provided her the sustenance she needed for survival. She slid up to the head of the bed and motioned for Olivia to turn over on her side. She cuddled up behind her and cradled her in her arms. Placing a soft kiss on her ear, she said, “I love you so much.”
Olivia closed her eyes as Alex ran a hand gently up and down her arm. Their bodies slowly returned to normal together. “Keep doing that.”
“Is it soothing?” Alex asked, placing a kiss on her shoulder.
“Very much so,” Olivia replied.
Alex threw a leg over Olivia’s side and squeezed her tighter. “Sometimes I never wanna let you go.”
“Somehow I don’t think Cragen would approve of you joined at my hip naked while I go around collaring perps.”
Alex chuckled behind her and pulled the covers up over them. Olivia took comfort in her soft breath on her neck. Alex brushed some of Olivia’s matted hair back behind her ear and said simply, “Oh, Liv.”
“Have I lost my mind?” Olivia asked abruptly.
“Insanity never felt so good, huh?” Alex asked with a wide grin, linking her fingers with Olivia’s.
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Olivia awoke to the wash of sunlight that poured across her face. She squinted her eyes and put a hand over her face to shield herself. Alex aroused beside her and tightened an arm around her waist. “Good morning, sleepyhead,” Alex drawled huskily.
Olivia smiled down at her and placed a quick kiss on her lips. “Good morning to you, too.”
Alex put a hand on the back of her head and brought her mouth back to her lips. “Not so fast, Detective.”
They were still busy with their kiss when the phone started ringing. Alex flipped Olivia over and acted like she didn’t hear it.
“Aren’t you gonna get it?” Olivia mumbled.
“It’s not important,” Alex mumbled back, putting a hand on her face and deepening the kiss.
The answering machine came on to reveal Robert’s voice: “Hey, Alex. I was hoping to catch you before you left for work this morning, but I guess I missed you. I just wanted to say that I look forward to Thanksgiving at your brother’s tomorrow and I was hoping we could have a little private dinner of our own tonight. I know this great little restaurant with a very romantic, candlelit setting. Well, get back to me when you can. I’ll be thinking of you. Bye.”
Both their hearts sank at the message. Olivia immediately untangled herself from Alex’s arms, threw back the covers, and climbed out of bed.
“Liv…Liv, wait!”
“Nothing to wait for,” Olivia muttered. “We shouldn’t have done this.”
“So you’re saying this was a mistake?” Alex asked, dreading the affirmative response she knew would come.
“Yes. A big one,” Olivia said.
“Liv, how can you call such a beautiful expression of our love a mistake?” Alex asked painfully.
Olivia sighed. “Our love isn’t the mistake, but what we did last night…that was.”
“But why, Liv?”
“Because you belong to someone else now.”
“Liv, it’s not like you coerced me! I kissed you first! I knew exactly what I was doing.”
“It was still wrong, Alex,” Olivia said, picking up her jeans. “Dammit Alex, where did you throw my panties?”
Alex ignored her. “You knew before we made love that I had a boyfriend, Liv!”
“I let heart rule over head.” She got down on the floor and looked under the bed. “Alex, where is my underwear?” she repeated.
Alex climbed out of the bed, knelt beside her on the floor, and turned her head to face her. “Look into my eyes and tell me it was a mistake,” she ordered.
Olivia swallowed hard. “I…I can’t.”
“That’s what I thought, Liv. I know in your heart-in mine-that this is something we both needed.”
Olivia looked away. “Regardless, it can’t happen again.”
“Liv, I only put my heart and soul into sex when it’s with you!” Alex protested. “It’s not the same with anyone else!”
Olivia finally found her underwear wedged between the nightstand and the corner of the wall and stood up again. “I know, but I shouldn’t aid you in cheating on your boyfriend. I need to get outta here.”
“Liv, can we please talk about this rationally?” Alex begged.
“There’s nothing more to say,” Olivia said, pulling up her jeans.
“Well, let me make you breakfast,” Alex insisted desperately.
“No. I’ll eat at the station.”
“Liv, you can’t keep running from me!”
Olivia snapped her body around and glared at her. “Funny, that’s what you did to me for a whole month when you decided it was too hard to be friends.”
“Liv, why do you insist on continually bringing up my past mistakes? How many times do I have to say I’m sorry?”
“Until you mean it,” Olivia said, slipping her shirt over her head.
“What makes you think I don’t?” Alex yelled angrily.
“You’re still in the closet.”
“I was still in the closet last night and it didn’t seem to make a difference!” She ran over to the door and spread her arms out across it.
Olivia laughed and picked up her jacket. “Alex, I’m an NYPD detective, if I want to get by you, I won’t have any problem.”
“I’ll follow you out!” Alex said, flushing red.
“You’re gonna follow me out the door, down the hall, in the elevator, through the lobby and out onto the street naked? Perhaps I should’ve brought my handcuffs to arrest you for indecent exposure.”
Alex turned a deep shade of crimson. “This isn’t a joking matter!”
“Alex, I’m serious. Just move.”
“Not until you promise me that you won’t run and just act like last night didn’t happen! And that you won’t ignore my calls!”
Olivia groaned. “Fine, Alex.”
Alex moved in and touched her face. “You know Robert isn’t a threat to my love for you, right? No one is.”
“He’s a threat to my peace of mind. And as long as you’re dating him, he always will be.” She stepped around Alex and swung open the door.
Alex followed her down the stairs and into the foyer. “When can we get together to talk-I mean really talk about everything?”
Olivia sighed. “I don’t know. I’ll have to get back to you later.”
Alex turned Olivia to face her again. “Do you really mean that?”
Olivia rolled her eyes. “Yes, Alex. Now I need to go before I’m late. And you need to get dressed.”
Alex grabbed a coat from her closet and wrapped it around herself as Olivia opened the door. “Take care.”
Olivia turned to her and gave her a half-smile. “I’ll try.”
Pairing: Alex/Olivia
Fandom: Conviction/Law and Order SVU
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: All characters are the property of Dick Wolf and NBC (except for the few I created).
Author's Notes: This story is meant to fill in the gaps for what wasn't shown on Conviction but very well could have happened; however, it begins before Conviction premiered in 2006 and will end after the finale.
Summary: Alex has returned to New York City and been promoted to Bureau Chief. Will she keep her promises to Olivia or will she decide that her career is more important?
Olivia threw her head back and Alex let her tongue trail down her neck, between her breasts, and down her stomach until she reached her destination. “Please, Alex…please…” was all she could get out.
Alex licked her lips hungrily before parting her folds with her tongue. She gently lifted Olivia’s hips and slowly licked up and down the length of her swollen sex.
Olivia reveled in the feeling of her hot wet mouth on her. “In-inside,” she ordered. She had waited so long for this moment, and she was ready to come. She had tried so hard to fight her feelings, and it felt so cathartic and natural to just be true to herself and give her heart what it craved just like she’d encouraged Alex to do for so long. The light in her previously benumbed soul shone brightly once again, ignited by the love she allowed herself to feel.
Alex removed her fingers and pushed her tongue inside as far as it would go. Her tongue writhed intricately and elegantly against her walls like a snake being summoned by a charmer. She gently stroked her thighs and her stomach, which were each covered with a thin layer of sweat.
Intently watching her work her magic, Olivia reached down and massaged Alex’s scalp as she expertly dashed her tongue in and out of her, alternating between lovingly caressing her folds and her inner walls. She whimpered in ecstasy and tightened her legs around her ribcage as Alex ran her tongue over her engorged clit. She took the hard button into her mouth and sucked to her heart’s content while it pulsed against her tongue.
For several more minutes, Alex continued to give her enough stimulation to bring her close to the edge but not yet send her over it. With each scream of passion from Olivia, she thrust harder. She could feel Olivia’s walls clench and release against her tongue and knew that she was close. Her thighs started trembling and she could no longer hold back her climax, which like a shockwave set off Alex’s own tremors. Alex moaned as Olivia’s delicious juices bathed her taste buds and flowed down her waiting throat. She pumped her tongue inside a few more times and pinched her clit to evoke another round of convulsions.
Olivia struggled to catch her breath as the blinding light obliterated all coherent thoughts and her ability to see, hear, or feel anything that wasn’t Alex. She felt as if she was dying from the incessant pleasure that held her captive.
Alex held onto Olivia for dear life as the waves of their orgasms continued to uproot their very essence. During the moments when the last vestiges started to dissipate, she gently licked the rest of the juices from her center as if the nectar flowing from Olivia’s core provided her the sustenance she needed for survival. She slid up to the head of the bed and motioned for Olivia to turn over on her side. She cuddled up behind her and cradled her in her arms. Placing a soft kiss on her ear, she said, “I love you so much.”
Olivia closed her eyes as Alex ran a hand gently up and down her arm. Their bodies slowly returned to normal together. “Keep doing that.”
“Is it soothing?” Alex asked, placing a kiss on her shoulder.
“Very much so,” Olivia replied.
Alex threw a leg over Olivia’s side and squeezed her tighter. “Sometimes I never wanna let you go.”
“Somehow I don’t think Cragen would approve of you joined at my hip naked while I go around collaring perps.”
Alex chuckled behind her and pulled the covers up over them. Olivia took comfort in her soft breath on her neck. Alex brushed some of Olivia’s matted hair back behind her ear and said simply, “Oh, Liv.”
“Have I lost my mind?” Olivia asked abruptly.
“Insanity never felt so good, huh?” Alex asked with a wide grin, linking her fingers with Olivia’s.
**************
Olivia awoke to the wash of sunlight that poured across her face. She squinted her eyes and put a hand over her face to shield herself. Alex aroused beside her and tightened an arm around her waist. “Good morning, sleepyhead,” Alex drawled huskily.
Olivia smiled down at her and placed a quick kiss on her lips. “Good morning to you, too.”
Alex put a hand on the back of her head and brought her mouth back to her lips. “Not so fast, Detective.”
They were still busy with their kiss when the phone started ringing. Alex flipped Olivia over and acted like she didn’t hear it.
“Aren’t you gonna get it?” Olivia mumbled.
“It’s not important,” Alex mumbled back, putting a hand on her face and deepening the kiss.
The answering machine came on to reveal Robert’s voice: “Hey, Alex. I was hoping to catch you before you left for work this morning, but I guess I missed you. I just wanted to say that I look forward to Thanksgiving at your brother’s tomorrow and I was hoping we could have a little private dinner of our own tonight. I know this great little restaurant with a very romantic, candlelit setting. Well, get back to me when you can. I’ll be thinking of you. Bye.”
Both their hearts sank at the message. Olivia immediately untangled herself from Alex’s arms, threw back the covers, and climbed out of bed.
“Liv…Liv, wait!”
“Nothing to wait for,” Olivia muttered. “We shouldn’t have done this.”
“So you’re saying this was a mistake?” Alex asked, dreading the affirmative response she knew would come.
“Yes. A big one,” Olivia said.
“Liv, how can you call such a beautiful expression of our love a mistake?” Alex asked painfully.
Olivia sighed. “Our love isn’t the mistake, but what we did last night…that was.”
“But why, Liv?”
“Because you belong to someone else now.”
“Liv, it’s not like you coerced me! I kissed you first! I knew exactly what I was doing.”
“It was still wrong, Alex,” Olivia said, picking up her jeans. “Dammit Alex, where did you throw my panties?”
Alex ignored her. “You knew before we made love that I had a boyfriend, Liv!”
“I let heart rule over head.” She got down on the floor and looked under the bed. “Alex, where is my underwear?” she repeated.
Alex climbed out of the bed, knelt beside her on the floor, and turned her head to face her. “Look into my eyes and tell me it was a mistake,” she ordered.
Olivia swallowed hard. “I…I can’t.”
“That’s what I thought, Liv. I know in your heart-in mine-that this is something we both needed.”
Olivia looked away. “Regardless, it can’t happen again.”
“Liv, I only put my heart and soul into sex when it’s with you!” Alex protested. “It’s not the same with anyone else!”
Olivia finally found her underwear wedged between the nightstand and the corner of the wall and stood up again. “I know, but I shouldn’t aid you in cheating on your boyfriend. I need to get outta here.”
“Liv, can we please talk about this rationally?” Alex begged.
“There’s nothing more to say,” Olivia said, pulling up her jeans.
“Well, let me make you breakfast,” Alex insisted desperately.
“No. I’ll eat at the station.”
“Liv, you can’t keep running from me!”
Olivia snapped her body around and glared at her. “Funny, that’s what you did to me for a whole month when you decided it was too hard to be friends.”
“Liv, why do you insist on continually bringing up my past mistakes? How many times do I have to say I’m sorry?”
“Until you mean it,” Olivia said, slipping her shirt over her head.
“What makes you think I don’t?” Alex yelled angrily.
“You’re still in the closet.”
“I was still in the closet last night and it didn’t seem to make a difference!” She ran over to the door and spread her arms out across it.
Olivia laughed and picked up her jacket. “Alex, I’m an NYPD detective, if I want to get by you, I won’t have any problem.”
“I’ll follow you out!” Alex said, flushing red.
“You’re gonna follow me out the door, down the hall, in the elevator, through the lobby and out onto the street naked? Perhaps I should’ve brought my handcuffs to arrest you for indecent exposure.”
Alex turned a deep shade of crimson. “This isn’t a joking matter!”
“Alex, I’m serious. Just move.”
“Not until you promise me that you won’t run and just act like last night didn’t happen! And that you won’t ignore my calls!”
Olivia groaned. “Fine, Alex.”
Alex moved in and touched her face. “You know Robert isn’t a threat to my love for you, right? No one is.”
“He’s a threat to my peace of mind. And as long as you’re dating him, he always will be.” She stepped around Alex and swung open the door.
Alex followed her down the stairs and into the foyer. “When can we get together to talk-I mean really talk about everything?”
Olivia sighed. “I don’t know. I’ll have to get back to you later.”
Alex turned Olivia to face her again. “Do you really mean that?”
Olivia rolled her eyes. “Yes, Alex. Now I need to go before I’m late. And you need to get dressed.”
Alex grabbed a coat from her closet and wrapped it around herself as Olivia opened the door. “Take care.”
Olivia turned to her and gave her a half-smile. “I’ll try.”