I am not happy.

I have been serously thinking about my life of late, and how i feel about it.

We shall see how this progresses.

SOMETIMES i really dislike my toddler, i still love him dearly but if i was nasty could quite happily give him a slap.

Am still alive. . . honest! things have just been sooo hectic.

Connor good, his first day at nursery went well although he wouldnt eat his food!

Rhian good, now weighs 8lb 13oz has put on 10 oz in a week!!

Am good, tired, but good.

Updatey goodness another time- tired :-(

So, Rhian and I are now home. I am utterly exhausted as I havent slept in 3 days.

Rhian has a chest infection and bronchitis. So she has loads of stuff on her chest, and coughs her guts up. Shes ok though, groggy. She was taken into hospital because combined with this, she was not keeping down any of her feeds, and got a little dehydrated, but she ( Read more... )

Rhi has a cold/chest infection (i think) need to go to docs on monday :-(

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On another note, looks like my driver/ supervisor is bailing on tomorrow, which means i cant go visit her grave :-( She is worried about me going into labour which is understandable, but still ( Read more... )

So, have spoken to midwife. She has said to go have a hot bath and see if that wakes little one up and if not she would strongly recommend going to be hooked up to ccg thingy to check if shes ok. She says she probably is BUT its best to check. It is likely shes run out of room, and suspects that she is still in my belly cos im feeding her well. ( Read more... )

So, am overdue. Tis sucky!

@Emii- sorry I didnt get back to you tother day, i spoke to rid though, hope you got message.