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I was so irresponsible last night...i'm quitting drinking if i can help it.
though it is not more desired than on nights like these. they grow long and a numbed mind sleeps sound.
i hate those early morning awakenings when everything is quiet and clear and you are too tired from lack of sleep that you can only lay in bed and take the mental beating.

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I'm unemployed, de-registered for summer classes, have partially bleached/pink/purple hair, and have unearthed my musty summer dresses. I've got my plane ticket to Milan and my Eurorail Pass for Italy, France, and Spain for next month. I've got my university acceptance letter and my loan applications in the works. I'm grasping that I'm better off ( Read more... )

I'd be lying if I said I was doing good. I'm having an extremely hard time, but hey, we all go through this  bullshit and we all know that it hurts, and most of all, we all know that one day we usually look back and laugh at ourselves for making such a big deal about it and we are stronger as a person. Right? But I know what I feel right now is ( Read more... )

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you know those nights when it's almost 2:30am and you're sitting alone in the dark in your basement wearing a ripped up flannel, strumming a guitar, listening to scratched Sublime CDs from middle school amidst week-old party decorations and used tea-cups and empty wine bottles and the breath of your sighs are full of cigarette smoke and alcohol and ( Read more... )

Today is beautiful. Today is also one of my best friend's birthday.
Joyeux anniversaire, Austin!


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Troubles up and down the road And trials all the way around
Never knew what trouble was Till my honey threw me down.
With nothing but old ragged clothes My heart strings broken to shreds
Blues creeping over my body Queer notions flying in my head
The easiest thing I ever done Was loving and drinking wine
The hardest thing I ever done Was paying off ( Read more... )

holy shit.
i take it all back.
biggest smile right now.


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I need you beside me more than anything RIGHT NOW!!!
Why are you so far away?
Better yet, why am I so far away?


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