i can't ignore you, i'm allergic to it. it gives me a rash. right here. on my heart. :'(
but yeah. lack of closure... idk how to deal with it. just keep on moving on, i guess? if it's lingering bad shit, maybe you should get rid of the things that remind you of it.
aw. well don't get heart-rashes, those are bad for you. pay lots of attention to me. forever.
yeah. idk, there's some stuff that needs to be remembered, like my boys, and i need to do that but then there's like...other stuff. i guess if sirja ever wants to meet her dad then i'll deal but i'd rather just pretend he got hit by a bus.
pretty much what it sounds like, champ. i don't think he meant to admit it to me, we were just talking about vampires or something and it came up. DUDE did you ever have mr ruthven?
yeah exactly. and with the boys -- i mean i act like it's all on me but it's not. i just don't want to talk to jonathan or daddy about them, and idk, i know they don't want to bring it up either. but it's not like i'm remembering all on my own. i guess. you know?
he was A+. his alternate's gonna take me joyriding around london sometime, it'll be badass.
i don't talk about 'em much, i wouldn't expect you to. you luckily missed out on the thrill-ride that was donna's fall from grace! not that...i was ever graceful, haha.
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:'(
but yeah. lack of closure... idk how to deal with it. just keep on moving on, i guess? if it's lingering bad shit, maybe you should get rid of the things that remind you of it.
...little vampire dude. what?
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yeah. idk, there's some stuff that needs to be remembered, like my boys, and i need to do that but then there's like...other stuff. i guess if sirja ever wants to meet her dad then i'll deal but i'd rather just pretend he got hit by a bus.
pretty much what it sounds like, champ. i don't think he meant to admit it to me, we were just talking about vampires or something and it came up. DUDE did you ever have mr ruthven?
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i didn't, but njoki told me about him. that's pretty wild. there's about a million vampires around the nexus, too, just walking around like normal.
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he was A+. his alternate's gonna take me joyriding around london sometime, it'll be badass.
yeah i know, but idk, i've seen weirder shit tbh.
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yeah, same. i think i managed to miss most of the really weird m.a. shit, but... nexus.
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yeah. it's fucked up in whole new ways.
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