I don't feel like myself right now. Just weird. And I'm worried about so many things.
-Cherry
P.s I should make a list.

I guess it's about time I post something properly again ( Read more... )

I got my very first love letter yesterday. It made me cry. 
But the best things in life have that effect on me.

Off to bed.
-Cherry

Hihihihih.
Still buzzing, off to bed now. I love my Beeb so much :P
How random and unpredictable can life get?
Oh well I love it.
-Cherry

I've been taking a little break from LJ this week. Too many things going on in my head but I feel slightly better now. I'm still quite stressed though :\ the uni is approaching and I have no idea what it's gonna be like. I'm absolutely petrified ( Read more... )

Two years is what it takes. Growing apart is no fun but I guess it's unavoidable.
Sad truth.
What's even sadder is that there's nothing I can do about it really.
Just have to deal with it.

Only tomorrow morning/afternoon jobs left and then I'm off until Sunday night. Yay woop.
-Cherry

Today I felt like there was something missing, a part of me was gone/hiding/out of reach. It's a weird feeling, a bit scary even. When I was walking home from the train station I got that dizziness, like I was going to faint. Maybe I was hearing voices, I don't know. I just did my best to walk home as quick as possible, didn't want to end up flat ( Read more... )

I'm so tired.
I need rest but I'm too restLESS.
Why can't I concentrate anymore?
-Cherry

My bed feels too big, too cold and too lonely.
No matter how crappy I felt this weekend, it was good. High and lows but that's just the way it goes.
And we're still learning.

Now I'm tired and sad, I need sleep but I'm pretty miserable. I just never have all the time I want and I'm still hurting a bit.
Sunday nights aren't my favorites, at all.-

I was very efficient today, for once. I'm quite proud of myself LOL

I miss John :(
At this point, two days apart is too much.
Asdfghj.
Luckily it's almost Friday already.

I NEED more free time. But now I'm off to bed, the sooner I fall asleep the sooner I can get up and finish my jobs.
-Cherry
P.s How is everyone, for real, these days?