We write to apologize.
We ask to look past life as it goes by.
I know you have sacrificed time,
life, love, time to fly.
Please consider all things trite,
forgiveness will be the thing that gets us by.
I know to have something like this
broken is hard to fix.

Embers, we're burning bridges down.
Envelopes stuffed with feelings found.
To write this down as ( Read more... )

It's funny how work can make one's mood better. I plunged myself into work just now, after a bout of depression, lousiness and what-not. In that determined attempt to block out negative thoughts, I managed to do Econs, Chem, IH and SATs. A little bit of everything which sums up to alot. Alot in one night, at least.
Well, certainly enough to make me ( Read more... )

i just got slammed for my H3 proposal. i don't understand why teachers just can't be a little more encouraging.

i wish EKwok wasn't my mentor. 
too bad X'mas is over. do New Year wishes exist?

doing the proposal form is SO UBER sian. i've been dragging my feet over it for the past few weeks. but i cannot because of this and give up doing my research. I CANNOT GIVE UP HALFWAY. so i'm going to spend the next one hour doing it properly. YES I MUST.

c'mon, eyes on the prize. keep end goal in sight.
hold on there.

today i wasn't unproductive, just that everything i do is pushed back by a few hours. in other words, i was supposed to start Global Economy at 2.30pm, but it became 4pm. and i was supposed to finish Crisis Decades by 10pm and start APGP, but it's 1018pm now, and i'm still at it. LOSE.
so i have decided to do both at the same time, so that even if i ( Read more... )

today i have been a very disciplined and productive girl. for once, almost in my entire life, i kept to my study plan... and more! (: i even managed to sleep for 1hour plus -__- yay i very happy D:

today quite a few sites updated too! i like the tracyeinny new collection, but i think it's too expensive. 
and then, came afternoon, and missypixie ( Read more... )

okay, my goals for Promos.

Chem: to improve from U to E/D (anything more would be more than a bonus)
Math: to improve from E to C/B
History: to maintain a B
Econs: to maintain a B

i don't even aim for an A for History & Econs, cos i the higher your hopes are, the larger your disappointment would be at the end of the day. so realistic goals are good. ( Read more... )

 i am very stressed! i was always stressed, but tonight i think i went siao! i was doing the Math Sept Hols Revision Ex, and i didn't know how to do, and then i screeeaaammed and threw the shit on the floor! wahh i think i need to learn stress management.

OMG I HATE MATHS. MATH IS THE BANE OF MY LIFE. ~@#$%#%$^%&%$^@$#! 
like what Cand and i said, ( Read more... )

that's the time now. i just finished doing work. and i'm really starting to get damn scared. i officially started panicking on Thurs after the Chem test which i only knew how to do those that i studied, which scared me to the shits. now, as i look at my "study plan" (inverted-commas cos it never ever goes according to plan..), i panic more and more ( Read more... )

we went to watch Ratatouille tonight at AMK Hub. it was good la, just that i really don't like watching animations, esply on big-screens, cos i think it's quite a waste of money. not that the film wasn't good, in fact i think it deserves 4 stars, but i just don't like animations. 
well, i slept during Nemo, and got bored halfway through this.

but ( Read more... )