no ryan today.
gosh, i fucking hate valentines day.

i made him the most amazing present though.

I absolutley love The Vine's cover for Ms. jackson.
-orgasms-
I'm excited about seeing Goo Goo Dolls and Augustana.

my tummy hurts and i can't stop crying.
i'm lonely.

i figured my last entry was a pathetic journal entry so i decided to posted something worth reading even though nobody will read it. Life has been going pretty good, Ryan gets ungrounded tomorrow and gets his license back the day after. I'm getting my work permit.
I'm also looking for a car.
I want a really small one.

welll..party time.

LETS PARTY! :]

Today was horrible.
I hate waking up without Ryan. :(

He got in a car wreck.
he's okay.
his car is not.

that means i'm not going to see him as much.
i need him. =/

i'm cold and this birthday has been okay.
the words "break up" have been used way to much in the past two days.
i hope we're over it though.

i really hope someone gets me Donnie Darko for my birthday, it would make my day. :]

my hands are cold and i need to brush my teeth.
Everyone is getting me alcohol.
except ryan who is getting me 2 dcfc

i can't stop crying.
i just want you to want me!

I'm very lonely.
I've started 2007 very lonely.

I found an old valentines card and it made me kind of sad.
You weren't the boy i thought/hoped you were.
And you still aren't.

that i didn't have so much shit to pack.

oh well My house is gorgeous. :)
my room is red and smells like apples.

i'm starving and i only get like four things for christmas.

i've spent all christmas washing walls, washing windows, and shampooing carpets.

well poop. time to pack again.