I hate nights like last night.
The kind of nights where even though you were out and doing stuff,
it feels like you did nothing at all.
Last night was emotionally draining.
A waste of a perfectly good night.
I should have stayed home.

Oh and...

Call off the dogs!
They don't know me at all.
The only thing they know is that I am going out with the guy she ( Read more... )

Crazy story.
My cousin Ian, that I haven't talked to or seen in four years, found me today on Myspace. We're talking online right now and kind of catching up.

It's weird though.
It's like meeting a stranger.
But a stranger that you were like best friends with twelve years ago.

I don't know.

Today was a cute boyfriend and girlfriend day.
Everyone at work already knows for some reason.
He drove my truck around.
We just hung out and did boyfriend and girlfriend stuff.
It was cute.
Really cute.
And this is a picture of my cute boy:

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So there's this boy that I reallyreally like.
His name is Ryan.
And he is my boyfriend.
That's right, my boyfriend.

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I think you're a really neat person.
and I think I want to spend some more time with you,
cause you aren't boring.
and your phone skills are really rad.
you call me up again.
I think I really like you.
you're in my thoughts all the time.
I remember what you look like.
I can picture us walking hand in hand and side by side.
then I look into your ( Read more... )

Last night was a lot of fun.
It started off with a lot of Jessica and Lifetime movies.
My favorite.
Then we met up with some people.
We went up to the top of this hill and looked down at the city.
It was almost as good of a view as Valley Christian.
Jessica, Ryan, and I just layed down in the bed of my truck.
We stargazed for a while.

It was

Loryn and I went to our boys soccer game.
Ryan was very surprised.
He asked me to come to all of his games.
I just might.
It was a lot of fun watching a soccer game again.
I almost miss it.

Loryn and I decided we're the team groupies.
When we grow up we WILL be MILF soccer moms.

That is all.

Count on nobody and no one will let you down...

"...People are always talking about love like it's something everyday. People say they love their parents, but what does that mean? Not exactly intoxicating, is it? ... All I know is this: if there is such a thing as being in love, I may not be there yet, but when I do I'm going to be INFATUATED. All over the place. I'll do anything for him. You ( Read more... )

and now you've come so far and climbed so high,
and all it cost were the words we built ourselves up on.
another step.
just one more time.
why turn back now?
as you're starting to forget something we lost so long ago.
but we remember the taste of our blood,
you taught us all so well.
exhale.
it's gone.
one breath and four years lost.
did you miss ( Read more... )